The Female Grail with Durga Holzhauser — New visions, business fire, juicy ashram life and future trends.

WOLF WOMEN,
RISE UP AS LEADERS.

How to know if you belong to my tribe.

Her hair stood on end when she read Women Who Run With The Wolves. She knew Clarissa Pinkola Estes was talking about her; that someone out in the world knew her deepest secrets. She had kept herself hidden because she thought the world would not like her.

It’s true: her wildness was understood by nature, and she was untamed by society. Rules were alien to her. She didn’t need much from the tamed world because in nature, healing finds itself. She trusted her truth more than anything she was taught.

That hidden-away woman, she was me.
And maybe she is you too.

In spite of fears, misunderstandings, and wrong beliefs, this wild woman inside is not dangerous. Despite the protestations of the socially-conforming cells in my body, I know in my bones that my fierce inner wolf woman will guide teamwork of deep recognition, sharing, and cooperation among those who resonate with me and my vision. She will grow my leadership so that I may network eye-to-eye with powerful leaders in the world.

She is essence-relationship oriented and has an appreciation for playfulness.
She is loyal and immovable.
She threatens the status quo.
She is awakened because the crisis calls for her wisdom.

She is wary; she believes that when she outs herself, she is in danger.
But that is an illusion.
But she is not in danger anymore.
To the contrary, my wolf woman is a powerful leader.

I know that many of you are wolf women too, because you love what I write.
I asked her to teach me the signs of her presence so that I may share them with you. But you may also follow the trail and discover the signs of the wolf woman within you.

The wolf woman is a natural being.
She feels you and smells you instantly.
She intuits who you are. She knows your nature and will keep a distance if you do not resonate.
She will not tolerate fakes or distorted essences.

The woman who runs with the wolves is a future leader of humanity.

The time has come that I cannot stop dreaming of her.
She hunts through my nights and I feel her fur in my daydreams. She feels good.
She is tuned into using leadership as her contribution to the new world rising. She is the one who wakes me in the middle of the night, urging to me to give name and write down the dreams that are growing in my belly.

Are you alert to the signs of the wolf woman in you?
Her signs are:

: She trusts her first thought.

She is willing to keep working on me until I regain my animal instinct.
She is the one who knows in her bones. She sniffs out the false and real essences.

So many times I overruled my first thought, and I paid an expensive price each time. When my inner wolf woman reared up against a person, my cultivated mind suppressed the instinct: “Come on, you again? You’re always so complicated, you are always too much.” Then came the more dangerous part: my mind and socialized conditioning persuading me to play nice. “Give the person a chance,” said the voice. But it was clear already: my first thought was already a clear no.

I’ve also gone the other direction: disregarding my cultivated persona and listening deeply to my wolf woman. Once I woke up sweaty in the middle of the night after a sticky salesman promised to make my book an overnight success. That night I knew it was not right. I just waited in my bed, shivering from the knowing of all times in my bones. The first moment it was a good time to make a call, I picked up my phone. “You are out of the contract. No discussion, just because my wolf woman is not d’accord.” I did it again when I found myself saying to someone else, “We need to end our collaboration because I do not feel good with you.”

: She listens with her sixth sense.

She pays attention to nature’s reactions. When the animals around her get nervous, she listens. To the dog that barks, the birds that fly apart, the plants and nature’s silence. She listens.

A woman came to my house as a potential buyer. When she arrived I could feel her and the friendly neighbor dog was barking. I knew then she was not my buyer, before I even saw her: the dog had informed me. When I showed her the garden my plants looked away. I felt it. My wolf woman knew. Of course she did.

Believe me, a thousand times I misunderstood my wolf woman and thought I was just neurotic. Since I listen to my inner nature, I know. She guided me into a duality of expressions where the fabric of life pulsates.

I want to be her, my wolf woman, and she me.
So at home in her wildness, breaking down compromised fences.
She in her essence is wild. She is full of open empathy.
She is internalized in me, and I listen to her core. Still, she gets closer to me.
She teaches me to pay the price when I ignore her. She breathes loudly, so she cannot be ignored.

: She wants to see the truth, so it appears. And she gets aggressive when truth is compromised.

She has a second sight. She can see a second layer overlaying the material reality before her. This second sight shows up like a piece of gauze draped over people who are pretending to be something they are not.

Her inner world resonates earlier than her mind. Her skin freezes in the presence of falseness.

When I am centered in my nature, often things appear as if under a second skin. It can be a layer imprinted from former times upon a landscape, or people who appear to have a mask.

I don’t judge it anymore; I am curious about this particular expression of myself. Now I listen when my skin hurts, and I allow myself to be aggressive with certain people. I dare to feel my instinct.

It is not about judging people, but finding the sacred resins that create common visions, the nobility of great togetherness among kindred spirits. It smiles through me. And when that happens, it’s always good. Like the virtual assistant that agreed to work with me, and my sense of being felt like golden warm honey streaming through my veins, or the melting together with people in a collective, uncompromised expression of “YES, we want this.” It is so clear.

I am writing this because I am calling you, wolf women.
I have missed you for so long.
Rise up and dream so you may develop all you need to lead the future.

She is near.

How Wolves Change Rivers
She is the healing of the ecosystem. In our society, in our bodies, in our minds.

And take heart: if you don’t feel called by the wolf women, you may be a deer woman, one of Mary Magdalene’s tribe.
Or you may belong to my sisters’ tribes, among the buffalo women MaRa.

Each tribe has her own distinctive and revolutionary leadership style.

They are all needed.

 

I needed to write this out of my speechlessness. It made light fall onto my heart.

Just write a note to me, please.
If it’s true, tell me, “Yes, I am a wolf woman and I know you are there.”


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Read More · May 7, 2015 · · most popular

LEAVE PRESENTS BEHIND FOR THOSE WHO FOLLOW.

Why I am leaving La Lumiere.

I am here to raise up a revolution. I am here to incite a new spirituality beyond religion. I am here to gather up the ancient seats of embodied enlightenment and update them for the 21st century. I am here to restore a feminine spirituality and represent the feminine side of creation.

La Lumiere, my ashram, is for sale.

Officially, we are searching for the right person who comes at the right time.

I built La Lumiere with deep love using my own hands, brick by brick. My task was to build an ashram far away from my home to show my devotion to my inner guidance. My aim was to show those who follow me how to trust in themselves, in life, in God.

Two days ago I fully realized what I did here: I built a manifested temple where the divine and earth fuse. People come here and fall into bliss, because they know their soul is home.

La Lumiere is the most magical place. The veils between the worlds are full of hidden secrets. The devas are so close they graze your skin as you walk through the gardens. Peace feels like flesh and the vibes of happiness are all around. (I will cry to leave, and still I know it’s my time to go.)

An ashram is a place of saint honoring.
Where heaven and earth kiss.
A heaven where people sense their soul again.
A sanctuary where the light reigns.

This garden is ripened and ready to embrace its new keepers of sacredness to build and continue the chain of soulful dreams.

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When we deeply understand that life is our initiation path, we give birth to tradition. It’s important to understand that every creation has a birth (here’s why I built my ashram ten years ago), a summit and an end. When we know that in our bones, we are one with the universe. My time has come to flow forward, and watch Chocolat to remember my radical roots.

I am ready to leave my heaven on earth and move on. My exploration takes me into an open land. I look inside. I lose my way consciously. I have built a temple; now it’s time for me to build the next one.

The roots of tradition call us to build places where others can step in and build a new story. If we want to step into our next and greater version we have to step out of the familiar.
We are called to leave gifts behind, so that others can built upon our heritage.

My devotion is my compass for others to follow. twitter

We are the keepers of visions that benefit humanity, for the good of all. If I could, I would build an ashram every day, in every neighborhood. This is my heritage and my tradition: to inspire. I hope I inspired many to build their own ashram to fill with their desires: how they want to love God and the universe, great rituals filled with light and help, to pull the purest creation down to earth. A place where we remember the sacred light we are.

We are at the eye of a needle, a time gate to a new creation. Here we leave our old skin behind and transform. Ask yourself: what old layers are worn out? Be brave enough to explore new dimensions.

As for me, I am on my way to discover this new uncharted territory of creation. My new temple is already in the spheres. Out of chaos the new is born.

I now follow the wind and leave my gifts for the right soul.

So, are you the new owner of La Lumiere?
We are looking for you.
We embrace you. As part of our scared contract.

Eternal love,


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Read More · April 16, 2015 · · inspired truth, most popular, offerings

YOU BUILT UP YOUR POTENTIAL IN PAST LIVES, AND YOU BROUGHT IT WITH YOU TO THIS ONE.

Let me show you how to re-collect it.

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Copyright @ Robert Gendler

The theory of all things:

You are a traveling soul. You lived before and experienced former lives. You are the sums of your past experiences, and you are a traveler to the future. Your soul is on a journey to expand, learn, experience. See life as ongoing learning, because it is exactly that. You are well educated. You are a defined character. You prepared yourself very well for this life. Remember your potential.

You are your past.

We can slow down and collect our memories. A diversity of cultures is your heritage.

Your are your present.

Enjoy the now. Also try to be a better person. Expand who you are.

Your are your future.

Experience the changes and witness the speed of the future. The excitement, the unexpected, the eternal unknowing. We can create things that unveil the inexpressible.

Let’s get to the good karma. For a long time I did reincarnation work with people. I always had the ability to see others’ former lives that shine through the transparency of today. I have always been most interested in the power that souls have embodied, and how people can bring that power into this life.

See, we think it’s all hidden from us, or maybe hidden within us: why we are here, and who we are. But you have the ability to connect with the incarnations that have prepared you for this life.

Your essence is embedded in layers of time, connected moments of your own synthesis, telling the power of your original story. It’s all linked together and these things influence each other.

It does not matter what stage of life you are in, or what job you are doing: you are the sum of all you ever were and will be. We dissolve our slavery to time when we realize the parked potential we have stored for ourselves over endless cycles of life and experience.

The beauty of all things

A soul is a seasoned, multicultural being. With beautiful ethnic explosions you remember the potential, power and wisdom you bring with you, and you’re richer for it.

You are already an expert shaping the future. You may have built temples, found liberation in caves, written books, invented the wheel, saved many lives. You may have been a leader or an explorer of new worlds in your former lives. With a new experience of our true Selves we can move into a forward-facing history of our potentials. Within you are dormant gene genies, true innovators. Delve into the places where you are still asleep and you may start to access an eternity’s worth of beautiful data within you that’s just waiting to create an ultra-bespoke future.

Realizing that we developed potent greatness in former lives changes karma from something negative to something positive. twitter

Let’s find out where you have developed greatness.
You can do it.

#lovepositiveness

What potentials have you brought to this life? Come into your dreams and trust the natural interlinking of your personal and cultural history. You have continuities of culture and the archeology of our souls, just linking future and past.

Your tool to protect the prosperity of experience is just to remember. twitter

The ease of all things, or How to ask the right questions.

ASK YOURSELF:
In which 3 or 4 lives did I reach the highest potential qualities?

Take a diary or a piece of paper, and let God lead your writing hand:

In which the part of the world?
Now scan the world, you can use google maps to help you until the place lights up.

In what the time did this take place?
Write a number. Do not be shocked if you write 10,000 or 30,000 before Christ. We had highly developed civilizations like Atlantis and Lemuria.

Your indicators may be books, movies and cultures that fasciate you and resonate with you.

In what culture did I live in?
Who are you? What are you doing? Describe it. How does it feel? Paint images.

What do I need to know about this life?
Ps: Not everybody was Cleopatra, Mary and Mary Stuart. Just get over it. History was written by impersonators and imperialists. Cultures are traded by memoirists.

What potential did I cultivate in this life? What kind of genius did I live?
Give your potential names, qualities, colors and flavors.

How can I bring this potential into my life life now? What actions do I have to take to embody it?
Flow into it. You have reached it before, it has traveled with you. Use it wisely.

I hope you are having fun. I am writing this with the spaces of eternity as my punctuation.

I write as a former deep lover walking with Jesus #deeplove, a former queen who had a lion heart and many enemies #feminineleadership, and a woman who lived in the caves of Mount Neru teaching self-healing #poweroflight. These are some of my own incarnations that influence my life today. What are yours?


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HOW TO QUIT PLAYING A ROLE THAT YOU ARE TIRED OF.

And why it makes a difference for living love and peace.

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Copyright @ Overgrowth

A simple do-it-yourself method to create non-attached relationships.

We want to love deeply and build peaceful temples for sweet relationships and communities. We cry out for liberated freedom. But what if we cannot do that soulful work? What if the fabric of the past is knotted up and we are constantly pulled back into annoying relationship dramas and desperate, predictable, painful endings? We may be triggered by a ball of thread that sends us back and back to places we do not want to be anymore. Frustration is the space where an unwatched play is played out anyway.

There is a fabric we brought with us to this lifetime that’s woven in our souls. Each remnant of our personal patchwork represents an aspect that we have not lived and fulfilled in past lives. It shapes our current life. It helps us to understand what we have not yet understood and accept what we have not yet fully accepted.

Here’s the good news: inside us there is fertile soil for total freedom. That freedom grows and flourishes in the non-attached parts of our soul. It will allow us to love how we want to love and circulate abundant peace.

Non-attachment is neither passionless apathy nor separation from the other. It means a new beginning; a chance to encounter each other in the land of our sensual, unburied soul. She loves without limits and drums her peace down to earth.

The non-attached space of ourselves is free to make choices. It is the third place beyond acting but being ourselves.

Attached relationship is: not being able to breathe in the presence of the other; to fall into rigid habits; to shut down our hearts; a monkey wrench in peace-making processes. Most attached or co-dependent relationships are populated by one dominant participant and one submissive participant. When we are in these positions, we play a role we cannot get out of.

Non-attached relationship is: liberation; total freedom to love, to be who we are, to change our situations. It is the space between us to hold sensual longings and horizons of playful possibility. It is the loving heart that’s freed from painful experiences and is not destined to repeat them.

Change Karma is the new patchwork we sew when we finally start to grow into the empty spaces, to master our growth, to weave the experience we want. All but the highest version of self can be blurred by energy that keeps us truly alive. The relationship or painful, destructive aspect in the relationship will cease.

It may signify the end of a relationship that kept you bonded and attached, but mostly it is a rebirth into new blossoming.

Loving your expansive freedom always allows you to navigate your inner compass. twitter

The Golden Eight by Phyllis Krystal

For decades I have used this simple method to protect my own spheres and territory without interfering or penetrating the space of the other.

Any time I feel my aura perturbed and stormy, dependent upon another person, institution or dynamic, I just imagine the golden eight and the neon light. I set my pace and continue until I find myself again.

It works for

: messy cooperation
: fraught ties with family members
: crazy outbursting love affairs
: reestablishing compromised boundaries
: balancing Shiva-Shakti
: a missing desired love in your life
: a missing desired aspect in your life

The method

Choose a person, dynamic or Institution/organization that dominates you. Think of somebody or something that traps you in an old pattern or paradigm.

It’s important to choose just one and not to bundle many together. You can do one after the other to smooth out and dissolve the knotted fabric.

Let your soul/higher self guide you.

You can imagine this or actually take two cushions and perform it on the floor.
You can stand or sit, whatever feels good.

Visualize a golden circle the size of your outstretched arms on the floor. Now visualize another circle that just touches your circle. In this second circle place the other person, dynamic or institution. Let her/it sit there. The circles should gently touch but not overlap one another.

Visualize a neon blue light coming like a ray from the source of all love, and it touches the circles and starts to circulate clockwise. First it flows from the center point and circles around your partner. Then it returns to the center point and flows around you behind your back, and returns again to the center point. Keep the light flowing in this pattern, creating a figure eight around you and the other.

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Start to feel how aspects that don’t belong in your field pop up and return to their rightful place across from you. As this continues your aura gets spacious and clear. Let the eight circulate as long as needed until you feel liberated and free.

Then let the blue ray return with gratitude to the divine. Release the person, dynamic or institution with gratitude.

The application

For sticky cases, visualize it every morning and evening for two minutes.

You can do it when something has happened that disturbs your space and mood.

You can do it as a detox cure for 2 weeks.

You can do it as often you like.

The effects

: It will calm your space.
: It will help you to expand your light.
: It will make you feel good.
: Patterns come to love.
: Patterns come to peace.
: The divine takes you home.
: Your light shines.

The new world is created from a land of freedom. Your role is to shine your brilliance. twitter

I hope it will help you in these times. Let me know.


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HOW TO (UN)LEASH
THE GRACIOUS COSMIC SHOWERS.

Gratitude needs a +

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Copyright @ Judy B. Dales
 

I do not know what your life is up to those days, but mine is a cosmic crack between leaving old skins behind and a new, unknown creation.

It’s itchy sometimes, and overwhelming. When the next thing emerges from the deep, it’s so new, so unfamiliar. The future feels strange because, to us, it is a stranger.

There is just one thing that brings me back to myself when things go this way.
It’s all about shifting the perspective.

“Be thankful for what you have, and you will end up having more. If you concentrate on what you don’t have, you will never ever have enough.” @ Oprah Winfrey

If satisfaction is reliant upon external acknowledgement, money, vacations, achieved goals, then that satisfaction will have a very short life span. The material world is fallible and temporary; what you win, you can easily lose. Power gained externally lives externally to you. Much better to invest in internal, eternal, infallible ways to connect.

The number one magical tool to transform your life is laser-sharp gratitude. I promise you it changes things. But I do not want to promote a New Age cliche. So we need to do it right.

I believe in perfection of creation. The universe works mysteriously and we are constantly the beneficiary of her generosity. All has been given to us; such wondrousness we could not have created ourselves.

Even gratefulness is created by the source. To connect to that gratefulness is to tap into the presence of an unimaginably generous force. It takes us instantly back into the flow of the cosmos.

To be grateful does not mean that all is good in this world; certainly it is not. Negativity is so easy. But we need to open new horizons to make gratitude work. Clarissa Pinkola Estes said, “Do not complain, do not criticize, do not condemn.” Those 3 C’s are a turnaround point. When we can catch ourselves in those moments, it’s a chance to open troublesome life situations to new possibilities, and to open up the cosmic flow.

See, this is the work that matters.

Current gratitude is the higher force, the higher aim. You created everything you see, hear, feel, experience. You are meant to flow with the cosmic flow and figure out how to maintain it endlessly.

We are here to realize ourselves. We cannot do this if we undermine our own mission. Life can be cruel, and we still have the potential to mirror our real Selves. We need to brightly polish our life-reflecting and life-affirming mirrors. We need to unravel the Self, for Self realization.

Gratitude is the work that lifts us up, to build energy and motivation.

Here’s the formula:
Start with “I am grateful,” then add the “+”

my favorite gratitude +’s

+1

for the simple, the mundane, the boring
for the silent divinity we constantly overlook

Doing this adds truth, identity and spirit to the essentials, to the perpetual presence of spirit. Gratitude for the clean water running out of your tap, so obvious. The salt in your kitchen that came from the sea. Our sense of eternity, the body of we are in. Just look for what is around you, so naturally filled with grace, the small things so normal to our lives.

Get detailed and specific, like “I am grateful + for my feet that carry me every day from bed to my bath to my workplace. For the way they can be warmed up when they are cold.” or “I am grateful
+ for the sun rising and bringing light into my room when I wake up in the morning.

Just starting here will open new horizons and richness to your life.

+2

for things that are challenging, devastating or even destructive

This is the most difficult one. When life goes against us, when the death of something is close or we have desperately lost something. You will not rise moaning. No self pity will shift you.

Just try it, and find the seed’s realization in the crops.
I am grateful + for what this situation is teaching me.
+ add a lesson of beauty beyond and a change of perspective

+3

for future

She listens and absorbs the vibes you send out.

I am grateful + for the future.
+ add a new expansion, a chance to grow, an excitement, a great opportunity.

This where the magic lies.
Detailed gratitude makes the difference.

Gratefulness is a vital organ and an exercise.
It will train your heart and open a way of life.
Here, the source becomes a constant companion.

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