2015 January — The Female Grail with Durga Holzhauser
January, 2015

CHECKLIST FOR INCOME.

4 reasons why money does not flow
the way you would wish.
And 4 remedies.

Lately so many friends and people have revealed to me their worries about money. I care about them deeply, so with my love I send an eager prayer to God: Oh, please come on, give them all they need and more… Please!

But this is not how it works. We come to earth to expand like the universe expands. We are here to learn and to evolve. We learn mostly through challenges that polish our rough edges. And God wants me to understand that I cannot rescue anyone. We are all called to take responsibility for our lives and actions, for better or worse.

Freedom is not found in liberation from difficult times and situations; it is in growing our capacity to take our lives into our own hands.

The 4 reasons why the cash flow may not be flowing in sync with your thoughts and actions:

: the unforgiven thought

Lingering guilt haunts you. It may be a karmic knot in your love lines or past incarnations holding you back. If your love is blocked in the past and pulls you back, it may obscure your view of the market.

The remedy

Do not punish yourself anymore. Stay in the present. Observe your thoughts: are they compassionate and favorable, or judgmental? Are you building loops of accusations and cyclical dramas in your mind? Solve everything now: forget what’s unsolved. It’s yesterday.

Pay your karmic bill. If you caused someone’s ruin once you need to pay it back for balance. If you created harm or suffering to others in a former life, even if you led the Inquisition, healing doesn’t require becoming a victim now. Instead it’s your work to teach others how to heal what was broken.

Try this: inhale the thought deeply now “all is forgiven,” and relax in a guilt-free zone. Failing is not comfortable because you planned to win in this lifetime. But the truth is that we all failed badly, once or many times.

Let us get clear, we rise from the ashes not where we have won; we rise from where we have lost.

Where to find help?

A spiritual teacher can help you with bounded karmic effects and forgiveness.

: the refusal of your greatness

You think too small. You have outgrown your shoes, and you are meant to play bigger. Your soul has already decided and your soul plan provides for it. But you remain hiding behind an invisible wall called your “comfort” zone.

Maybe somewhere along the way your treasures and dreams were lost, or your song was silenced. Maybe you are afraid to feel other people’s desires, so you tighten and restrict the flow. There is not enough porousness to move with the divine flow.

Perhaps you have forgotten that to grow is to experience pain. We were born with pain. Every step into the more evolved version of ourselves brings with it the pain the bud endures to open up into its flower. Pain is our initiation into our greatness.

The remedy

What is shrunken needs to expand. Call in the pain. Yes, love, it hurts. Growth hurts. It’s the symptom of expansion. Find your courage and go into the places where fear tamps down the pain.

Move with it. To move is to expand. Call up the purpose of your desired greatness and take action into a bigger dream of your future. Instead of collapsing into the back hole, emerge with the opportunities, relationships and environments that serve your higher good. You are meant to be powerful and great. Nothing less serves your soul.

Where to find help?

In every safe, productive, forward-moving space that reflects your greatness.

: the image of yourself is blurred

We all know when it is real, when the authentic hits us, and when we are being repelled by parts that are not true or authentic. Sooner or later most of us instinctively sense the ways that we betray ourselves: jealousy and envy are big players here.

What you have forgotten is a part of yourself. There is a vulnerable part in each of us, and she is the one who makes our real connections. You may have given up your inner authority to know and care for the insecure parts of yourself that we all have. In those times and places, the shadow, or the parts of you that are unloved, are running the show.

The authentic self is plural. It is all that we are: our shadows and our light. We all have many layers, and we are all precious and unique. You may be afraid that when you take an honest look inside you will be ashamed by what you see there. I promise you will find universes.

The remedy

Explore your authentic. Forget about the extraordinary, the sparkling. Do not copy. Just one honest act affects all worlds when it comes from you, the real you. Love yourself and reach for your essence that is you. Love who you actually are. Grow out of your false, artificial image and recall it from its projection into the world. Shining brightly doesn’t mean not having any stains, it is the acceptance of all we are. Make a friendship with your shadow. She is the gateway to explore all the parts of yourself. In fact, our shadow is a powerful teacher to walk with, showing us the dimension of our real essence.

Where to find help?

I am big fan of the shadow work of Debbie Ford.

: you just do not love it anymore

You may be trapped in your own desperation. You do not love the people or the work and think you must do it for the money and for the very short-term success. But you have lost your love and you are damaging yourself.

Because, look: we are meant to create aliveness. Money likes aliveness. What is loved will live and breathe freely. What lives and breathes, attracts. Control is the antidote. Control it and it will stifle and die.

The remedy

Remember the maze. The zone. Get back to the genuine. Be honest with yourself. Are your thoughts and actions not aligned? It’s no drama not to love something anymore, but to keep it going past its natural time is. What you cannot outpour your love on, let go. Where your excitement and fire does not burn, let it free. It may take awhile to experience the difference of what stokes love and what does not, because we have been overriding our instincts and intuitions for a long time, but it’s worth it. Dare to love.

Where to find help?

In inspiration and good vibes that make you feel good.

In the end Love sells.
Just because she makes us feel so good.
Love attracts.
Just because she is sweet like honey.
What you love will grow.
And money will be attracted to follow.
Feel good.
You deserve it.

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BECOME OBSESSED WITH PEACE.
RETURN TO SYNCHRONICITY.

A meditation to enter your personal peace, for the beginning of peace in this world.

Happy 2015

We are ready to send off the shadows of our losses.
We are ready to plant peace into the hearts of our enemies for all eternity.

The origin of world peace is you. When you enter a state of presence everything enters and departs at the right time; the right people are attracted at the right moment.

We call it flow.
We call it the presence of you.

The Golden Age is built on a collective peace, starting with ourselves.
Most of the world’s population dreams of an end to all wars: certainly most women and children do, and many men do too.

Locating the peace with yourself makes the difference.
Being in harmony with yourself, you vibrate a radiant magnetism out in the world.
This world is changed by vibration, so we have the power to unite our vibes and rock. We can fly together for a collective and transformative energetic shift.

The real change is not made by action; it cannot be forced out of a place of peace. Rather, it comes gracefully from the flow of inner peace.

You are a peace hotspot.

Your solar plexus is the home base of your peace beacon.

Within you is the instrument of divine peace. Positively charged, your solar plexus core brings great wisdom, clarity, and love. Negatively charged, your core depletes your power and weakens your spirit.

chakra-yellow

: positively charged
The core of your personal power is peace.
You shine. The sun shines inside and outside of you.
You radiate your star power. You are a peaceful shining light. You know your place in this world and in the universe. You are a river of joy. You are magnetic in your presence. You attract all that belongs to you naturally.
You own your place. You deserve it.

: negatively charged
You are a victim. You feel without power and depressed.
You are trapped by the things that do not belong to you.
You are anxious and have no inner peace. You are arrogant and insecure.
You fear and refuse to grow. You disempower other people.
Your health is weak. (It’s time to strength your core, baby.)

This is my present for you.

Intention for 2015

Imagine your desires emanating from your positively charged core.
Stay in the present moment from there.

Become a vast river of peace.

You are the river and you walk in the river.
She surrounds you. She walks with you into every shopping mall, she whirrs around you while sitting at your desk, she accompanies you on every flight and into each negotiation.

You act and operate from there.
You walk in that flow, you dance in that flow.

The golden presence of sunlight reminds you of the truth:
You are the beginning of peace.

Peace is a river that flows you into synchronicity.

(Download this meditation to your iPhone and practice it until everything runs like a current in your life.)

You are here.
You are surrounded by golden light; the golden ocean of energy.
It’s the purest love you have ever found.
You are beloved.

Feel it,
breathe it into your body.
Whatever you do, stay in this presence.
Making breakfast for your family, commuting to work, launching your supergoal, driving your car, writing emails or getting lost in Facebook.

Fill your whole body with this golden yellow light.
Choose a yellow tone that is yours and leaves you feeling juicy and peaceful.

Let’s go.

Return to your luminous synchronicity.
Return to the place where you are always and already at your core.

Download the script here.

You are welcome to repeat this meditation.
Peace is a muscle that needs to be exercised and trained.

Wishing you a happy, peaceful, and exciting 2015.

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