inspired truth — The Female Grail with Durga Holzhauser
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Is your soul calling you home?

AN EXCEPT FROM SOULVISION

The place to begin

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Are you called you to start a new reality, to change your life path?

Maybe the path of your life is taking a new direction towards your souldream for the new earth. Your heart is now your GPS towards the new shores.

Dare to dream it.

What does your soul calls you towards?
Feel your heart awakening in joy when you dare to dream it.

Welcome the dream in its return.

Imagine you are in the cinema, watching your life movie, your soul plan.
Acknowledge inwardly, “Here is the dream I had before I came into this life, and which I chose to bring with me to earth. I allow it to come back to me now. I can see the powerful visions I held and now hold for this life.”

Remember you wanted to bring change.

Your love wants to deliver happiness for yourself and humanity. So with what and whom do you want to serve?
You have a quality inside that compels you to serve. Remember it.
You dreamed a big change on earth. You’re part of it.
Take your time. You remember.
Become very still and watch.

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My soulvision program is underway

A preview of beauty to come

Just for you

Art by Steven Daluz

Art by Steven Daluz

My loves, as I promised this week I have been tucked away, writing with the flow of the universe. I pop in now just to share with you a taste of my writing, a glimpse into the multimedia program I’m building.

It’s about your Soulvision: how you can bring it down and use it to fuel your work with business, family, lovers, and yourself.

Why for yourself? Your Soulvision brings inner guidance.

Without being connected with your soul dream, you’re not connected with inner guidance. You do not live from your essence. When you’re connected you know exactly what is the right thing for you, and what is not the right thing for you. There are a thousand possibilities out there, and many great teachings. When you know your soul, you’ll know where your soul belongs. You don’t attend events or trainings out of a sense of obligation or possibly “missing out,” because the right thing sparkles with clarity.

What belongs to you, you will belong to. Your Soulvision points the way.

It’s all coming together. Soon.

Wild love,
Durga

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DIVINE TIMING

Fulfillment’s right time
Applying pressure vs. divine timing

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photo by Camilo Villegas

Some things need time to grow.
Sometimes we just have to wait.
Sometimes the energy of our future creation needs time to build up above us in the cosmic spheres.

You’re ready when you’re ready. Resisting this truth doesn’t move things along any faster.

Applying force or pressure rarely leads to the spiritually-aligned action we seek or the change we want to create.

This is because everything comes at its right time. When we are connected with our soul vision, we trust its arrival. A soul vision needs time to prepare on all levels: energetic levels, light levels, meta levels, human levels, grounding levels.

When you encounter tension that’s caused by perceived urgency of action, you can only spiral into more tension and less presence. In those moments we act out the past or the future, but not the religious moment of pure inspiration we are tuned into now.

Sometimes pressure is for monetary relief, yes. But in the end this panic leaves a legacy of heart attack, burnout, and products that are imitation rather than divinely inspired. To be sure, there’s a lot of pressure to be ready right now, even already yesterday, and ASAP.

If we really want to create something that is ours; that comes from the deepest, surest place of our self, we need time.

And then comes the moment where the gates open and we can step in.

The return to the right timing, to the development required inside the cosmic Lab, is the solution of the future.

You know when it’s the right time when:
It unfolds magically and with grace.
It blooms in beauty and
You just have to stand and witness in awe.

And as we are dreaming a new paradigm and many genius thoughts are emerging, we still need to wait. They are simmering still, *Not ready yet.*

I personally feel it’s the time of preparing and cooking what is really ours. Naked, and bare and unplugged, wiping off all make up and dropping all pretenses.

It’s gonna be more beautiful than we ever have imagined.

*You’re getting ready.*
So ride the Tiger when the time is right.

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MOTIVATION

When things just won’t unfold.
How to decode a pattern of broken creation.

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Motivation often arises from a dark place.

These hidden places may be unknown even to us, but they influence the outcome of our efforts.

Whatever we create, what’s hidden within will pull us back. It’s asking to be seen. In this sense, self-sabotage is ultimately grace. And to be honest, even that is an old fossil of ego fueled by feeling inferior or less than the world you really are.

The unseen Motivation

: Revenge: To pay back
: Trauma: We are in survival mode
: A Broken heart: Love has betrayed us
: Wounded: We turn the pain into terror
: Fear of Death: We try not to lose control
: Greed: A broken desire
: Addiction: We are hungry for a drug that never stills our hunger

The hidden unconscious sometimes pulls us into dependency on our loved ones, our family, our clients. Something is missing inside that we need to create from wholeness.

Healing the Roots

As we ride the waves of healing, we must face distorted patterns of the past. We are called to go back to the roots and use our potential to turn them into wisdom. We need to become whole for the new beginning.

As the old paradigm collapses and a new world of humanity dawns, success, fame, prosperity, and power will only be accessible by walking through the gates that heal the broken root. This hasn’t been the case in the past, but it is the wave of the future that we evoke.

Go to the place of awakened awareness that eternally resides within you. Go into the depths to retrieve your self.

Ask: What is unconsciously driving my motivation?

Then look up for the new Motivation to bring it into a pattern of love, joy, light, peace and sacredness. Walk joyfully into the ecstasy of self-care and unconditional love.

the new mantra is..

Turn it into Gold

: Revenge: “I forgive you and set you free.”
(feel the energy of release and fill yourself with love)

: Trauma: “I am in a place of safety. I am safe.”
(feel the energy filling up the scarcity with golden light)

: A Broken heart: “I love myself deeply.”
(feel the energy of release)

: Wounded: “The light of love is making me whole.”
(feel the energy of Christlight holding you)

: Fear of death:  “I surrender to life.”
(feel the love of the world beyond)

: Greed: “I let go of what is not really mine.”
(feel the free space and fill it with yourself)

: Addiction : “I am nourished by love.”
(feel the detox of illusion, drink a lot of pure water)

When a quest for spiritual alignment compels us to bring curiosity into the world of our true motivations, we are back on track.

Welcome home.

 

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FEMININE CREATION AND SABBATICAL

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My dear readers, my people, my tribe,

It has been weeks now that you have not heard from me.
This is not because I haven’t been thinking of you.

I think of you all the time.

It is a time of peeling my old skins.
And the female grail has become a skin to peel.

My inner voice told me: Put the female grail on sabbatical.
My responsible online-world self said: You cannot do this. It’s counterproductive.
My grand soul weighs in: This is feminine creation.

When we transform into another dimension, silence is our master.
At least for me.
My creative rivers go underground and dream.

But I want to let you know.
I am working on my ideas in the background
while I weave through the many radical changes in my life:
selling La Lumiere
applying for an American Visa
and more.

So I have to let go of writing to you for awhile.

I am thinking in new dimensions.
I am your guide to these new dimensions.
And I will come back, when my skin is peeled and anew,
with newfound words.

In the meanwhile, I’ll see you on Facebook.

I love you always.

In timelessness,
Durga

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OPEN TO BIRTH AND DEATH.

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A story about the transparency of life.

A new way of reflecting on dying.

My great-grandmother on my mother’s side was my teacher of life. She was our rock in the storms, a shelter of care. She was 83 when she died, having no signs of disease or sickness. She was simply ready to go. She had fulfilled her life’s work. So her body weakened visibly, and within two weeks it was ready to let her go.

I was 17. I was there 10 minutes before she died. She was shaking herself into a trance and I listened to her murmuring, “Mama, yes, I will pack my luggage and come home.” I felt her Mum waiting for her in the other world. I left the room and started my homework for the next day while the family stayed with her.

Soon after my Mum opened the door: “Granny is dead.”

As I walked up the stairs slowly it came to my consciousness that she was gone. I would not see her again. I froze as I realized she was truly dead. In this very moment, a wave of light embraced me and held me motheringly. She was standing behind me, full of radiant light. She comforted me: “I am not dead; I am alive.” Indeed, she was vibrating with life.

For years she came to me in my dreams, teaching me things and giving me advice when I was desperate. My sister was 9 years old when Granny died but she never cried, not even at the funeral or when her body was given back to the earth, forever unreachable to us. I never asked my sister about that, thinking maybe she was too young to realize. One evening when my sister was 16, we had an evening alone. In bed before falling asleep I asked her, “Why didn’t you ever cry when Granny died?”

“Because she was with me all the years after. She played with me every day.  She never left me.” Believe me, I bowed to my little sister for her young wisdom and connection to the transparency of life.

A new way of reflecting on being born.

17 years later I was in the ashram in India amid a thousand people, and my Granny came to me. “I am going to be born again,” she wanted me to know.

“Not to me please, Granny.” I said.
“No, no I will be born to … (a friend of mine).”

My friend had an appointment to be sterilized and became pregnant three days before. I learned this upon my return from India. I did not tell her what I knew and just enjoyed her belly growing with this beautiful soul inside who was always flirting with me. My friend asked me to be the godmother, because the baby wished it. It was time to lay the cards on the table.

Later my friend invited me to the birth. I had a tight schedule and only had three days free around when the birth was expected. My friend called me and said the girl had told her the day of her birth, and we trusted the message from the baby from heaven.

And so I was there the day that she was born again. I witnessed her light coming into this baby’s body, being born in a conscious return to earth with a plan for her soul. She was just waiting to come out and open her arms to embrace us and life again. She had made sure I was there to meet her where she left me.

My great-grandmother has become my teacher about life and death. She didn’t teach me through theory; she taught me by dying and living again.

I have learned that you do not need to meditate your whole life to encounter and make the transit of death. Nature knows. You simply need to live your life fully.

Nature brought you into this life when you where born; she will bring you back to the world of light where you once came from.

You may take courage in the face of the unknown.

And still…

We are here to share a limited time of togetherness and a story we only live once. Share it fully. Fight for love and for the presence to encounter all we have.

Give it all.

Written with my deepest love for my great-grandmother.
Forever.

And for you.
For a new way of reflecting on life.

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DOES YOUR HEART FEEL INFLAMED?

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It’s not pain.
It’s a burning seed of your future.

Here’s what I believe:
We are about to create a new world.
New leaders are rising from the unknown,
having long incubated their Destiny.

Does your heart feel like it’s burning?
Does it burst into your thoughts?

What we know from experience doesn’t always help us to identify what’s happening for us. Particularly now that the new creation is the energy.

Our Inner Child wounds from the past float on the surface of our realization. But they do not speak for us anymore. Beyond them, in wiser and deeper parts of ourselves, we find our promise.
Every wound is a teacher; there lies wide expansion there for us.

What I see, I saw and did.

I woke up to see gold in my heart, in many other hearts. My universal existence and my soul dream packaged in a small condensed seed. It feels like golden stardust, exclusive and luxurious.

“Explode your universe,” she said. twitter

Because I was open to my mystic self, I knew this was not pain to lose myself in. It was the labor of my heart chakras giving birth to my soul’s visions. The dreams died, the ethereal took form. When we have done our preparations, we are ready.

Healing comes at very station of the crossroads to unite the sacred, while drama boosts trauma. What is calling is this: new leaders are giving birth to their visions. Therein lie thousands of opportunities to create the future with their destiny.

So you have a seed in your heart too?

There is no way to avoid the labor pain. Walk through your pain. Ask your seed, “What am I giving birth to?”

If you are not so deeply connected to yourself, no worries. Just do what is in front of you. Your soul sends you fragments and, like a thread, you must weave them together to create the fabric of the future.

How I do it?

It is not easy. But your future is in your heart.

If it gets too painful, lean back and breathe. Just breathe into the golden seed of the future.

As we face new creation there is no right or wrong way, only ways that inspire us to take a hint and find our own solutions.

I let the pain move in freely when it comes.
I ask my heart to flow out and then I flow the creation to wherever it leads me.
Then I do not search for results, but for creation.

We need leaders in all corners in the world, opening up new solutions for change. We need them working locally and globally. Define your orbit. Your new visions will fill it in.

First stop and feel: what is my inflamed heart really about?
It’s not about having more to do.
Stand for it. Collect it.
The rest is on its way.

The future leaders will lead with their hearts.
Open wide. Open your wings.

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LEAVE PRESENTS BEHIND FOR THOSE WHO FOLLOW.

Why I am leaving La Lumiere.

I am here to raise up a revolution. I am here to incite a new spirituality beyond religion. I am here to gather up the ancient seats of embodied enlightenment and update them for the 21st century. I am here to restore a feminine spirituality and represent the feminine side of creation.

La Lumiere, my ashram, is for sale.

Officially, we are searching for the right person who comes at the right time.

I built La Lumiere with deep love using my own hands, brick by brick. My task was to build an ashram far away from my home to show my devotion to my inner guidance. My aim was to show those who follow me how to trust in themselves, in life, in God.

Two days ago I fully realized what I did here: I built a manifested temple where the divine and earth fuse. People come here and fall into bliss, because they know their soul is home.

La Lumiere is the most magical place. The veils between the worlds are full of hidden secrets. The devas are so close they graze your skin as you walk through the gardens. Peace feels like flesh and the vibes of happiness are all around. (I will cry to leave, and still I know it’s my time to go.)

An ashram is a place of saint honoring.
Where heaven and earth kiss.
A heaven where people sense their soul again.
A sanctuary where the light reigns.

This garden is ripened and ready to embrace its new keepers of sacredness to build and continue the chain of soulful dreams.

re-cover, re-unite, re-charge, re-member, re-juvinate twitter

When we deeply understand that life is our initiation path, we give birth to tradition. It’s important to understand that every creation has a birth (here’s why I built my ashram ten years ago), a summit and an end. When we know that in our bones, we are one with the universe. My time has come to flow forward, and watch Chocolat to remember my radical roots.

I am ready to leave my heaven on earth and move on. My exploration takes me into an open land. I look inside. I lose my way consciously. I have built a temple; now it’s time for me to build the next one.

The roots of tradition call us to build places where others can step in and build a new story. If we want to step into our next and greater version we have to step out of the familiar.
We are called to leave gifts behind, so that others can built upon our heritage.

My devotion is my compass for others to follow. twitter

We are the keepers of visions that benefit humanity, for the good of all. If I could, I would build an ashram every day, in every neighborhood. This is my heritage and my tradition: to inspire. I hope I inspired many to build their own ashram to fill with their desires: how they want to love God and the universe, great rituals filled with light and help, to pull the purest creation down to earth. A place where we remember the sacred light we are.

We are at the eye of a needle, a time gate to a new creation. Here we leave our old skin behind and transform. Ask yourself: what old layers are worn out? Be brave enough to explore new dimensions.

As for me, I am on my way to discover this new uncharted territory of creation. My new temple is already in the spheres. Out of chaos the new is born.

I now follow the wind and leave my gifts for the right soul.

So, are you the new owner of La Lumiere?
We are looking for you.
We embrace you. As part of our scared contract.

Eternal love,


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HOW TO QUIT PLAYING A ROLE THAT YOU ARE TIRED OF.

And why it makes a difference for living love and peace.

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Copyright @ Overgrowth

A simple do-it-yourself method to create non-attached relationships.

We want to love deeply and build peaceful temples for sweet relationships and communities. We cry out for liberated freedom. But what if we cannot do that soulful work? What if the fabric of the past is knotted up and we are constantly pulled back into annoying relationship dramas and desperate, predictable, painful endings? We may be triggered by a ball of thread that sends us back and back to places we do not want to be anymore. Frustration is the space where an unwatched play is played out anyway.

There is a fabric we brought with us to this lifetime that’s woven in our souls. Each remnant of our personal patchwork represents an aspect that we have not lived and fulfilled in past lives. It shapes our current life. It helps us to understand what we have not yet understood and accept what we have not yet fully accepted.

Here’s the good news: inside us there is fertile soil for total freedom. That freedom grows and flourishes in the non-attached parts of our soul. It will allow us to love how we want to love and circulate abundant peace.

Non-attachment is neither passionless apathy nor separation from the other. It means a new beginning; a chance to encounter each other in the land of our sensual, unburied soul. She loves without limits and drums her peace down to earth.

The non-attached space of ourselves is free to make choices. It is the third place beyond acting but being ourselves.

Attached relationship is: not being able to breathe in the presence of the other; to fall into rigid habits; to shut down our hearts; a monkey wrench in peace-making processes. Most attached or co-dependent relationships are populated by one dominant participant and one submissive participant. When we are in these positions, we play a role we cannot get out of.

Non-attached relationship is: liberation; total freedom to love, to be who we are, to change our situations. It is the space between us to hold sensual longings and horizons of playful possibility. It is the loving heart that’s freed from painful experiences and is not destined to repeat them.

Change Karma is the new patchwork we sew when we finally start to grow into the empty spaces, to master our growth, to weave the experience we want. All but the highest version of self can be blurred by energy that keeps us truly alive. The relationship or painful, destructive aspect in the relationship will cease.

It may signify the end of a relationship that kept you bonded and attached, but mostly it is a rebirth into new blossoming.

Loving your expansive freedom always allows you to navigate your inner compass. twitter

The Golden Eight by Phyllis Krystal

For decades I have used this simple method to protect my own spheres and territory without interfering or penetrating the space of the other.

Any time I feel my aura perturbed and stormy, dependent upon another person, institution or dynamic, I just imagine the golden eight and the neon light. I set my pace and continue until I find myself again.

It works for

: messy cooperation
: fraught ties with family members
: crazy outbursting love affairs
: reestablishing compromised boundaries
: balancing Shiva-Shakti
: a missing desired love in your life
: a missing desired aspect in your life

The method

Choose a person, dynamic or Institution/organization that dominates you. Think of somebody or something that traps you in an old pattern or paradigm.

It’s important to choose just one and not to bundle many together. You can do one after the other to smooth out and dissolve the knotted fabric.

Let your soul/higher self guide you.

You can imagine this or actually take two cushions and perform it on the floor.
You can stand or sit, whatever feels good.

Visualize a golden circle the size of your outstretched arms on the floor. Now visualize another circle that just touches your circle. In this second circle place the other person, dynamic or institution. Let her/it sit there. The circles should gently touch but not overlap one another.

Visualize a neon blue light coming like a ray from the source of all love, and it touches the circles and starts to circulate clockwise. First it flows from the center point and circles around your partner. Then it returns to the center point and flows around you behind your back, and returns again to the center point. Keep the light flowing in this pattern, creating a figure eight around you and the other.

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Start to feel how aspects that don’t belong in your field pop up and return to their rightful place across from you. As this continues your aura gets spacious and clear. Let the eight circulate as long as needed until you feel liberated and free.

Then let the blue ray return with gratitude to the divine. Release the person, dynamic or institution with gratitude.

The application

For sticky cases, visualize it every morning and evening for two minutes.

You can do it when something has happened that disturbs your space and mood.

You can do it as a detox cure for 2 weeks.

You can do it as often you like.

The effects

: It will calm your space.
: It will help you to expand your light.
: It will make you feel good.
: Patterns come to love.
: Patterns come to peace.
: The divine takes you home.
: Your light shines.

The new world is created from a land of freedom. Your role is to shine your brilliance. twitter

I hope it will help you in these times. Let me know.


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HOW TO (UN)LEASH
THE GRACIOUS COSMIC SHOWERS.

Gratitude needs a +

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Copyright @ Judy B. Dales
 

I do not know what your life is up to those days, but mine is a cosmic crack between leaving old skins behind and a new, unknown creation.

It’s itchy sometimes, and overwhelming. When the next thing emerges from the deep, it’s so new, so unfamiliar. The future feels strange because, to us, it is a stranger.

There is just one thing that brings me back to myself when things go this way.
It’s all about shifting the perspective.

“Be thankful for what you have, and you will end up having more. If you concentrate on what you don’t have, you will never ever have enough.” @ Oprah Winfrey

If satisfaction is reliant upon external acknowledgement, money, vacations, achieved goals, then that satisfaction will have a very short life span. The material world is fallible and temporary; what you win, you can easily lose. Power gained externally lives externally to you. Much better to invest in internal, eternal, infallible ways to connect.

The number one magical tool to transform your life is laser-sharp gratitude. I promise you it changes things. But I do not want to promote a New Age cliche. So we need to do it right.

I believe in perfection of creation. The universe works mysteriously and we are constantly the beneficiary of her generosity. All has been given to us; such wondrousness we could not have created ourselves.

Even gratefulness is created by the source. To connect to that gratefulness is to tap into the presence of an unimaginably generous force. It takes us instantly back into the flow of the cosmos.

To be grateful does not mean that all is good in this world; certainly it is not. Negativity is so easy. But we need to open new horizons to make gratitude work. Clarissa Pinkola Estes said, “Do not complain, do not criticize, do not condemn.” Those 3 C’s are a turnaround point. When we can catch ourselves in those moments, it’s a chance to open troublesome life situations to new possibilities, and to open up the cosmic flow.

See, this is the work that matters.

Current gratitude is the higher force, the higher aim. You created everything you see, hear, feel, experience. You are meant to flow with the cosmic flow and figure out how to maintain it endlessly.

We are here to realize ourselves. We cannot do this if we undermine our own mission. Life can be cruel, and we still have the potential to mirror our real Selves. We need to brightly polish our life-reflecting and life-affirming mirrors. We need to unravel the Self, for Self realization.

Gratitude is the work that lifts us up, to build energy and motivation.

Here’s the formula:
Start with “I am grateful,” then add the “+”

my favorite gratitude +’s

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for the simple, the mundane, the boring
for the silent divinity we constantly overlook

Doing this adds truth, identity and spirit to the essentials, to the perpetual presence of spirit. Gratitude for the clean water running out of your tap, so obvious. The salt in your kitchen that came from the sea. Our sense of eternity, the body of we are in. Just look for what is around you, so naturally filled with grace, the small things so normal to our lives.

Get detailed and specific, like “I am grateful + for my feet that carry me every day from bed to my bath to my workplace. For the way they can be warmed up when they are cold.” or “I am grateful
+ for the sun rising and bringing light into my room when I wake up in the morning.

Just starting here will open new horizons and richness to your life.

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for things that are challenging, devastating or even destructive

This is the most difficult one. When life goes against us, when the death of something is close or we have desperately lost something. You will not rise moaning. No self pity will shift you.

Just try it, and find the seed’s realization in the crops.
I am grateful + for what this situation is teaching me.
+ add a lesson of beauty beyond and a change of perspective

+3

for future

She listens and absorbs the vibes you send out.

I am grateful + for the future.
+ add a new expansion, a chance to grow, an excitement, a great opportunity.

This where the magic lies.
Detailed gratitude makes the difference.

Gratefulness is a vital organ and an exercise.
It will train your heart and open a way of life.
Here, the source becomes a constant companion.

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