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How I learned the truth about chakras
and two downloads for you to sniff into the magic



When I was 30 I participated in a one week experience called “The Path into Light.“ One mediation centered on the solar plexus and how we can expand its light. I was gone.

The memory is vivid even now: a swell of abundance within me, pure yellow golden light. A thrill of my newly-reconquered ability to expand it and turn it into a liquid river of peace. It would fill my body and shower my surroundings with light that was sweet like honey and I would fall into a state of full bliss and full power. I radiated my new golden light and was deeply happy.

When I opened my eyes I found people on my right and left sweating and literally blown away by my power. I did not know what happened. The teacher MaRa just said: “You can generate a lot of powerful peace.”

I learned that each of the seven chakras in our body holds the connection to our signature of light. Each is a powerhouse of creation power.

Most people think chakras are for observation only and some know that blocked chakras relate to blocked topics in our lives.

But I know it’s much more.

Chakras house our power to create, and it is time to remember how.

What are Chakras?

Chakras are energy centers and vortexes throughout your body. They manage the flow of energy for various aspects of life. Chakras are the hottest creation power we have; a procreative atomic power within – when we know how to use them.

Chakras sit under your skin, in your flesh, in your blood, and woven through divine consciousness that radiates through every cell and bone. You can fill your warmth with light. You can fill every space with light. You have the capacity to fill your whole life with light.

Your chakra energy creates your reality.
What you vibrate becomes… true, sexy and real.

Demystifying Chakras

what you do not need to do
because there is so much nonsense out there

: Don’t clean them. Chakras only need conscious expansion to live.

: Don’t rub your hands to charge them. Learn how to expand them.

: Don’t make spirals inward and outward. Don’t pull the energy back to expand it; that’s like deleting and reopening.

: You don’t need another person to “open a chakra” for you. If a chakra wasn’t already open to some degree, you would not be alive.

Accessing the ancient knowledge

So I invite you to learn to how expand your chakras, to bring conscious expansion to them, and to access your full creation power through them.

Chakra expansion is a central part of my Soul Vision program, but this week I have created two standalone meditations to introduce you to my approach. They’re low-cost, high-impact downloads for synchronicity and courage. I hope you will use them to generate great power, full potential, creative capacity.

If you like them, please tell me. I’ll develop 5 more for a daily recharge and complete the set.


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We are at the portal of a new Age. Behind us is the Dark Age of Kali Yuga, wherein creation was bonded to a survival-based fear of separation.

But the new Age is now right in front of us and we are called to create new space.

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Timeless and cosmic happiness can be found, but not as we think.

It is not to be pursued.

The french philosopher Frederic Lenoir says that happiness does not depend on circumstances, but our capacity to work on it.

What will grant us long lasting happiness is to know ourselves and to work on our self-knowledge.

We can learn about our true selves beyond culture and educational schemas. Every moment is a sacred offering to become who you are when we are open to awareness.

Welcome to your conquest of happiness.

Think about a turning point this week, and our mantra is “happiness.” Let’s consciously cultivate little acts of happiness this week and wake up our endorphins.

One conscious conquest week of Happiness

For one week, take this diary out before bed and let it do its magic.

Fill in your insights and let them work for you. Take your conquest of happiness into your sleep. You will see, it can work true wonders.

No matter where we stand now, let’s start breeding the future culture, a happier culture. The full moon eclipse gives us plenty to work with; the rest is up to us.

Raise up your unreasonable happiness. I wish this for you.

With wild love,





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A short love note.

I trust you know that you are on my mind always.

Behind the scenes we are joyfully developing what comes next in my universe.
For now, I have a small offering for you, in the spirit of the feminine leader initiated.

Do you remember the Gospel of Feminine Leadership? It’s a three-part series* offering 108 pearls for the balance of the feminine. It’s so vital that we thought we’d put them all together, easily compiled for your inspiration.

Wild love always,


Just click a button below to download your preferred format, PDF or PNG.

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*If you’d like to read the original series, here you go: Parts 1, 2, and 3.



Why I am leaving La Lumiere.

I am here to raise up a revolution. I am here to incite a new spirituality beyond religion. I am here to gather up the ancient seats of embodied enlightenment and update them for the 21st century. I am here to restore a feminine spirituality and represent the feminine side of creation.

La Lumiere, my ashram, is for sale.

Officially, we are searching for the right person who comes at the right time.

I built La Lumiere with deep love using my own hands, brick by brick. My task was to build an ashram far away from my home to show my devotion to my inner guidance. My aim was to show those who follow me how to trust in themselves, in life, in God.

Two days ago I fully realized what I did here: I built a manifested temple where the divine and earth fuse. People come here and fall into bliss, because they know their soul is home.

La Lumiere is the most magical place. The veils between the worlds are full of hidden secrets. The devas are so close they graze your skin as you walk through the gardens. Peace feels like flesh and the vibes of happiness are all around. (I will cry to leave, and still I know it’s my time to go.)

An ashram is a place of saint honoring.
Where heaven and earth kiss.
A heaven where people sense their soul again.
A sanctuary where the light reigns.

This garden is ripened and ready to embrace its new keepers of sacredness to build and continue the chain of soulful dreams.

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When we deeply understand that life is our initiation path, we give birth to tradition. It’s important to understand that every creation has a birth (here’s why I built my ashram ten years ago), a summit and an end. When we know that in our bones, we are one with the universe. My time has come to flow forward, and watch Chocolat to remember my radical roots.

I am ready to leave my heaven on earth and move on. My exploration takes me into an open land. I look inside. I lose my way consciously. I have built a temple; now it’s time for me to build the next one.

The roots of tradition call us to build places where others can step in and build a new story. If we want to step into our next and greater version we have to step out of the familiar.
We are called to leave gifts behind, so that others can built upon our heritage.

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We are the keepers of visions that benefit humanity, for the good of all. If I could, I would build an ashram every day, in every neighborhood. This is my heritage and my tradition: to inspire. I hope I inspired many to build their own ashram to fill with their desires: how they want to love God and the universe, great rituals filled with light and help, to pull the purest creation down to earth. A place where we remember the sacred light we are.

We are at the eye of a needle, a time gate to a new creation. Here we leave our old skin behind and transform. Ask yourself: what old layers are worn out? Be brave enough to explore new dimensions.

As for me, I am on my way to discover this new uncharted territory of creation. My new temple is already in the spheres. Out of chaos the new is born.

I now follow the wind and leave my gifts for the right soul.

So, are you the new owner of La Lumiere?
We are looking for you.
We embrace you. As part of our scared contract.

Eternal love,


Read More · April 16, 2015 · · inspired truth, most popular, offerings


A meditation to enter your personal peace, for the beginning of peace in this world.

Happy 2015

We are ready to send off the shadows of our losses.
We are ready to plant peace into the hearts of our enemies for all eternity.

The origin of world peace is you. When you enter a state of presence everything enters and departs at the right time; the right people are attracted at the right moment.

We call it flow.
We call it the presence of you.

The Golden Age is built on a collective peace, starting with ourselves.
Most of the world’s population dreams of an end to all wars: certainly most women and children do, and many men do too.

Locating the peace with yourself makes the difference.
Being in harmony with yourself, you vibrate a radiant magnetism out in the world.
This world is changed by vibration, so we have the power to unite our vibes and rock. We can fly together for a collective and transformative energetic shift.

The real change is not made by action; it cannot be forced out of a place of peace. Rather, it comes gracefully from the flow of inner peace.

You are a peace hotspot.

Your solar plexus is the home base of your peace beacon.

Within you is the instrument of divine peace. Positively charged, your solar plexus core brings great wisdom, clarity, and love. Negatively charged, your core depletes your power and weakens your spirit.


: positively charged
The core of your personal power is peace.
You shine. The sun shines inside and outside of you.
You radiate your star power. You are a peaceful shining light. You know your place in this world and in the universe. You are a river of joy. You are magnetic in your presence. You attract all that belongs to you naturally.
You own your place. You deserve it.

: negatively charged
You are a victim. You feel without power and depressed.
You are trapped by the things that do not belong to you.
You are anxious and have no inner peace. You are arrogant and insecure.
You fear and refuse to grow. You disempower other people.
Your health is weak. (It’s time to strength your core, baby.)

This is my present for you.

Intention for 2015

Imagine your desires emanating from your positively charged core.
Stay in the present moment from there.

Become a vast river of peace.

You are the river and you walk in the river.
She surrounds you. She walks with you into every shopping mall, she whirrs around you while sitting at your desk, she accompanies you on every flight and into each negotiation.

You act and operate from there.
You walk in that flow, you dance in that flow.

The golden presence of sunlight reminds you of the truth:
You are the beginning of peace.

Peace is a river that flows you into synchronicity.

(Download this meditation to your iPhone and practice it until everything runs like a current in your life.)

You are here.
You are surrounded by golden light; the golden ocean of energy.
It’s the purest love you have ever found.
You are beloved.

Feel it,
breathe it into your body.
Whatever you do, stay in this presence.
Making breakfast for your family, commuting to work, launching your supergoal, driving your car, writing emails or getting lost in Facebook.

Fill your whole body with this golden yellow light.
Choose a yellow tone that is yours and leaves you feeling juicy and peaceful.

Let’s go.

Return to your luminous synchronicity.
Return to the place where you are always and already at your core.

Download the script here.

You are welcome to repeat this meditation.
Peace is a muscle that needs to be exercised and trained.

Wishing you a happy, peaceful, and exciting 2015.





We celebrate the love that glues us
and this Universe together.
We celebrate Jesus because he was love.

As for me,
I wish all the love of all the worlds
for you and your beloved ones.

(Love rules.)

Also, I have a surprise for you.
It is the right time to announce:

You are invited
to come to our first ever


April 17-19
at La Lumiére, South France

For the first time people from JESUS THE BOOK & THE SACRED SERIES will gather together. You will meet me, Simon, Fee, Essenes, Women of Ephesus, the loving circle of the 108 around Jesus. For three days we will show how we live the Christlight today.

I had to wait more than 2,000 years.
I cannot wait any longer to make this real.
We came here to find one another again.

Will you come?

I invite you to dive into a celebration of love and life as we gather to build a new communion. Be part of live readings and fire rituals, ancient ceremonies coming alive today.

You cannot miss this.

If you want to know more and you come from far away, please contact our office for assistance.
email: moc.liargelamefehtnull@isarap
phone: +33 498 113162

I hope to see you there.
Jesus always said his teachings would be understood in 2,000 years. This means you.

Merry Christmas, my dear one.
I love you.



The cosmos finds its expression in their form.
These temples embody the power of creation.
They are temples of all possibility.

The Shakti temples in India are built in circles, concentrically spinning Shakti power.
They are dedicated to 81 to 64 Yoginis, feminine embodied powers, who await us on an adventure.

I tapped into the existence of the Shakti temples in India some months ago. Though new to me in this lifetime, they simply would not let me go. They followed me in my dreams. Later as I was writing Jesus The Seeds of Christlove, I finally remembered: I was there before, with Jesus 2,000 years ago.

Now it’s time for me to return. It’s time for a new conversation.

On December 9th I will board a plane to India and travel to the Shakti temples. Join me, and I will take you on my travels. Together we dive into the lost power of the feminine enlightenment.

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In just one week’s time, I will enter the field of Shakti in India with my Yogini sherpas Seema Kohli and Stella Dupuis. Equipped with my iPad, my Moleskine art book, water colors and pens, I will explore ancient rites and initiations, and decode old sacred symbols.

I leave without expectations
of what I will find, but with faith that the spirituality made by women, the goddess power, is spinning for us. It opens the veils of mystery that lie over the Yoginis and Durga. (HOW TO TAP INTO YOUR KNOWING)

My spiritual name, Durga, hunted after me following my first trips to India. I went to see Shastiriji, who had a magic bracelet given to him by Babaji. He called me Rada (considered an incarnation of Durga). Once I dreamed of being with Sai Baba and I turned into a golden goddess with ten arms. In that dream, he called me Durga. Later I asked Agni, one of my teachers, to tell me my spiritual name.

“It’s Durga,” he said. “She who goes up to the clouds and brings wonderful presents down to earth.”

So, here I am. And here’s what I am offering:

I will share my travels with you. We will spin and dance in the Tantric power. I will make movies on my iPad as I go. The videos will be in your inbox and posted to our own online Shakti temple as soon as they are created and we have internet access.

I will travel to far beyond places while I am there. The truth is that I do not know what I will discover, but I am ready for what may come. I have burnt for the spiritual feminine many times, and do not fear death or anything else.

You are part of my journey.
The stars are aligned.
The times are fortunate. (See below!)

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  • The Opening of the Tantric Bridge
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    The Opening of the Tantric Bridge …
    by Dr. Beatrix Czeizel and Anikó Greskó

    We would like to let you know that during the next few days, one of the relevant and complex stellar constellations of the year of the Stellar Nation of the Female Serpents, namely the Serpent-bearer (Ophiuchus) and the Serpent (Serpens) constellations and their mysteries will turn into messages as their stars come into alignment with our Sun one by one.

    This heavenly star-dance begins with the conjunction of the Yed Prior and the Sun between 23-27 November, followed by the Marfik-Sun alignment between 26 and 30 November, joined by Han (30 November – 4 December), then Sabik (9-13 December) and at last Cebalrai (15-19 December).

    According to the message of the Heavenly Goddess, the art of pleasure is related to this star. The opening of the gate of pleasure, the knowledge of the secrets of the tantric mysteries with the art of touching.

    The whole tantric mystery is about joining and uniting the mystical Two, all the polar and dual antidotes, so that finally they should all become One again. One – with each other, through each other and one with the being of the Source of Creation. The female serpent remembers its male partner too, stretching over the cosmic sky, and it longs to reach the gate of enlightenment and redemption by uniting these two qualities. This is a very important wisdom of the female serpent and the Goddess, in which the body-and-soul born from a completely intimate experience – in the ecstasy of pleasure –, and the separate particles are united again, they dissolve in one another and in the absoluteness through the gate of the heart.

    Another related knowledge that belongs here is that the pleasure is nothing else but the joy of remembering the Light. And what happens when reaching the tantric ecstasy is that the couple uniting in the experience bathes all their cells, hearts and souls in the joy of remembering the Light, and by that they reach the Realm of the Light. …

    Thus the sacral knowledge that is connected to this mystery can awaken within the next period in those who were once initiates, but also the memories of the related wounds and oppressions can come to the surface, because the moment of healing has just arrives in this special year.

    Therefore it is useful to take this opportunity and consciously ask for the healing to happen in everyone who is related to the messages of this stellar world and their sacral rituals. (You can read the detailed teaching about this in our book Stellar Nations – Soul Families, Volume I, pages 425-430)

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Read More · December 4, 2014 · · fiercely feminine, most popular, offerings


Unlimited Love
Love pours into truth, truth is love
Love desires feelings, to feel is love
Love is the will of God, will is one with love
Love touches us, under the skin flows love
Love offers, she does not want anything but love
Love reaches territories where she has never been
Love asks, the answer is love
Love is where you come from, love is where I am
Love knows me, she knows where I come from
Love liberates me, freedom is love
Life is love, love is life
Love needs love to survive
Love is the will to love limitlessly.

*Poem from JESUS THE SEEDS OF CHRISTLIGHT, Volume 3 of the Sacred Series, coming out of the beyond next year.

Dear readers, wonderful souls:

I had my sabbatical, and it is always a big challenge to come back.
The right gateway must to be found, to re-enter.
But now I miss you so much that I’ve decided to come back.

I have been writing and will continue until this untamable book is complete.

JESUS THE SEEDS OF CHRISTLIGHT has taken me on a wild journey through time and memories; surprising and familiar glances into Universes and the discovery of the continents.

Here I am;
get prepared.
More is coming soon.
Visions of #soulgatherings 2015 are growing
and more surprises are taking shape.

You must know, I really missed you. I feel you all the time.

I love you,


Read More · November 13, 2014 · · most popular, offerings, visions & prayers


Presence is important. The power of your divine existence lies in the power of now. If you want to live your dreams and see your vision to fruition, the unique frequency of YOU is crucial.

I want to offer you my daily meditation to keep the expansion of yourself alive, so that you can live your life from your soul and your brightest light.

This meditation is a 2-minute instant recharger. You can do it everywhere and anytime: in your car, under the shower, before or after yoga. Your soul is omnipresent, and you can help anchor her where she lives.

So let’s do it together, right now.

Standing preferred. Stand for yourself.
Breathe in and out. Do not force or change it.
Feel the energy of light streaming through your whole body.
Aliveness fills every cell of you.

Let your soul-light shine from every cell in your body.

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Now feel your aura in front of you.
Anchor a light marker to feel your space in front of you.
Fill it with soul presence. This is not about expansion; it’s about compression of your existing energy. Sense your light vibrating.
“My soul presence is before me.”
This is your future. This is where you are going.

Next feel your aura behind you.
Anchor a light marker to feel your space behind you.
Fill it with soul presence. It may be unfamiliar, but feel how good it is back yourself up with the love of your soul presence. Your light is vibrating. Lean into your soul-light.
“My soul presence is behind me.”
This is your past. This is where you come from.

Next feel your aura to the left of you.
Anchor a light marker to feel your space on your left side.
Fill it with soul presence.
“My soul presence is on my left side.”

And feel your aura to the right of you.
Anchor a light marker to feel your space on your right side.
Fill it with soul presence.
“My soul presence is on my right side.”

You stand balanced for who you are.

This is the moment to expand above your head.
Anchor your space in the freedom of heaven, the universe, God.
Fill it with soul presence. Feel protected and guided.
This is where your soul comes from.
“My soul presence is rooted in heaven.”

Ground your soul down into the earth.
Anchor your space in safe streams of earth, the creation, the fruitful mother.
Fill it with soul presence. Feel desired and loved.
“My soul presence is grounded in the earth.”
You are home.

Your heart pulsates.
You are here, now.

Walk with the presence.
Check in a couple of times a day.
Strengthen your frequency.

We all want you.
You are the love of your soul.
This is our prophecy.

I will meet you here.
So simple and easy.



Come to send off Jesus The Book & The Series on its pilgrimage around the world.

The “Tour of Wonders” begins in Santa Fe, New Mexico on May 7th at 7pm at the brand-new Agni’s Shiva Shakti Center.

Meet Agni and me and ask us your burning questions in person. We will tell juicy behind-the-scenes stories of Jesus The Books & The Series. We love to surprise and shift Christ Consciousness.

We will start a fresh conversation about our travels with Jesus, Mary Magdalene, and what it means for all of us today. Whatever happens, the miracle is designed for and of you and your friends. Expect to feel the side effects of Christ-love, including bliss, joy, magic, and feelings of unity.


Come. Bring your friends. It’s free.
May 7th at 7pm

Agni’s Shiva Shakti Center
172 Los Vaqueros
Santa Fe, New Mexico 87508
Let us know: moc.liargelamefehtnull@nioj