HOW I ARRIVED IN THE VORTEX OF MY LIFE — The Female Grail with Durga Holzhauser

HOW I ARRIVED IN THE VORTEX
OF MY LIFE

Where presence attracts,
That belongs to you.

I share my story
May it guide you to the place on earth
Where you shiver and your tears write:
“I never believed this would come true again.”

When you feel your life, you know things.
But you do not know exactly when they will happen.

When I first touched the earth of New Mexico four years ago my feet opened and channeled my soul into the earth. I poured my red light into her and connected with the fire in the center of the earth, streaming my warm blood through the genes of her body. Her fire kindles my roots and I am trusting, safe and at home in her body.

I felt healthy earth for the first time in my life.
Bow to the sacred indigenous that kept the ritual of healing.

The story

Agni and I took road trips to New Mexico, Arizona, Utah for years. The loose idea to buy land was always bearing on our mind. We drove from Santa Fe to Taos, from Albuquerque to Sedona shrugging our shoulders: No land felt like ours.

: 2014 January 24

I stand in a house for sale 15 minutes from Santa Fe, my head spinning in spaciousness of the future and I hear myself: “This place called us to come. This house wants us.” This house felt like my heart.

Two hours later I find Agni and myself on a ranch 35 minutes from Santa Fe with our brokers. “Can we have both?” I whisper in a trance. Agni walks up a little hill, and I recognize the power place of the ancestors blinking for us to come. I am on sacred land. All golden. I have come home to the vortex of my life. I am centered in my light. I am changed forever.

The land talks.
The ancestors spirit-dance and take me to an old time where they left sacred codes before leaving.

And from the hill came a voice:
“This is your land,” the earth spoke to Agni.
So he bought it.
The sacred land of the former Tano tribe, now the new beginning.

The events started weeks before.
When you come closer to the vortex of your life things align.

On Facebook, my favorite synchronicity source wherein I find everything that wants to find me, I see a post about an intricately carved cathedral cave near Santa Fe for sale. I forward it to Agni with a note: “Nice property. What about that one?”

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What a beauty.

He responds with a note about another house for sale on the same website. My heart grasps the house in its imagination and pushed my head aside: “This is our house.” We recognized each other.

Some days later Agni sends me a photo of Amber, a broker: “This is our broker.” I know. Before we had even met her.

We had already planned our road trip the month before.
With no idea we had booked a new life.

We ask ourselves, what if we buy?
We answer: Then we will see.

Flash forward.

For three days after we find our home, I keep my secret.
Then a small note explodes on my Facebook timeline.
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When you are centered in the vortex of your life people know it.
What belongs to you searches you out.

The new land

Santa Fe has opened my vision. It is my vision of a future society made of many tribes of different religions and beliefs that find co-existence and co-operation. It lives here already, busily bringing irreconcilables in life into a space where they all can exist in peace.

Sikhs, Buddhists, New Age prophets, Catholics, Protestants, Jews, Yoginis, Muslims all in a test tube in the clouds.

We start from Zero.
My life will bind South France and New Mexico.
Both vibrant red rocks older than the Himalayas.
We bring new air.

The day before I leave my first second-homeland encounter, my new friend Navjit Kandola says:
“Here you can be Durga.”

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Born on sacred land in Santa Fe, NM on a sunny day:
Agni´s Shiva-Shakti Center.

A new lifetime experience awaits us.
January 26th 2014 04.00 a.m.


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