April, 2013 | The Female Grail with Durga Holzhauser
April, 2013


Let’s keep it short:

A real spiritual master creates masters.
Not followers.

He was a healer before.
He will heal you.
He is a realized teacher.
He nurtures and creates teachers.
He is a master.
He will make us masters of our lives.

:: to the feminine

A real spiritual feminine master creates feminine masters.
Not followers.

She was a healer before.
She will heal you.
She is a realized teacher.
She nurtures and creates teachers.
She is a master.
She will make us masters of our lives.

Back when I was a girl I was asked: What do you want to become when you grow up? I said: “I want to be enlightened.” I like the idea. As a revolutionary I like the idea of everybody being enlightened even more.

I do believe times have changed. These days we leave our monastic ashram robes behind and step into the world. It’s easy to withdraw from the mundane. But I do not believe in this as a final liberation. Instead, our destiny is to face life as our initiation path, as a pathway of Shiva (the creator and destroyer). Therein lies freedom.

Measure the masters and feminine masters
by your heart’s temperature.

I must admit I love them, the gurus, the realized teachers who mastered it. The ones enlightened enough to lift me up. I have met them. My heart knew I had to and I searched them out in places leftover from a long time ago. This world has become a melting pot of spiritual movements. My heart likes the real ones.

So I observe them and love them, and then I go back what is the real spiritual path for me.

I have my own personal dictionary of spiritual teachers.

: AVATAR (*my personal stars)
A God incarnation, reflecting one aspect of God or many. Their life force can put our souls into a new life, erase karma and heal with a word. Jesus is one, Babaji, and Sai Baba are others. Never try to analyze them, simply know them with your love. Their light has no limits. Their consciousness is all. They are not limited by time or space. Their teachings are beyond words. They change the destiny of humanity.

A soul who has mastered her Self. Her heaven and earth are melted and not separated. She knows: to understand God you must be a little bit of God yourself. They teach knowledge. Measure them by their devotion.

One who has mastered a domain or an ability. They teach what they have mastered. Are they unlimited? No. But we can learn what they have learned. I love to learn from them what I do not know.

I believe we need more spiritual teachers for life. Followers tend to put their stars on stage to admire. And the sun may shine for a while. But I ask my stars to teach me how to shine myself. I want no imitation but inner wisdom.

You must measure yourself.

You are free to choose your spirituality.

At the Age of 24 I had my moment of enlightenment. It was two weeks of feeling like a bottle of pink champagne. I was beyond death and the love had me back home. God, I want that feeling everyday.

You know what effect it had my life?
I am hungry
to live.

I chant the Asato Ma Sadgamaya:
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Om, Lead us from Unreality (of Transitory Existence) to the Reality (of Self),
Lead us from the Darkness (of Ignorance) to the Light (of Spiritual Knowledge),
Lead us from the Fear of Death to the Knowledge of Immortality.
Om Peace, Peace, Peace.

I read again and again:
The Autobiography of a Yogi
Daughter of Fire by Irina Tweedie

I pray:

This world needs spiritual leaders in every corner.
If you want to be a leader you need to be a healer first.
First heal your inner world, then heal your environment, then lead what you want to change.
Then come out and tell your sacred story.


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The fall of to-do lists.

My garden is my master of time. She is in an eternal state, shifting blooms from tension to rigidity, from breaking forms to beauty.

I asked her: “How do you understand time?”
“In cycles of obeisance: from suppleness to realization.” She sings.

We have to revolutionize our relationship with time. There is never quite enough time. We have no time, not enough time, all the time. Time and space define our life. But have we defined them?

“I need to cross items off my lists,” I say to my garden.
She just daydreams and creates anyway; she does not even take me seriously.
“Oh yes, oh yes,” she says. “I will ask the flowers. They may know.”

Turning my productivity into creation.

Each morning I am thrilled by the universal flow. Shivers in showers.
So many great ideas fall into my imagination every day. Too many, too much.
I want to know which is the right idea to pursue.

Here is a recipe that guides me in flowing through with my day with relaxation.


(To start my day and not spoil it from the beginning.)

In the morning I sing the Subrabatham chant. This song awakens God within. Sanskrit makes ma souls swing. I am there.


I flow. A golden and peaceful river of perfection.
There I dream in accomplishment of my day’s tasks.
POPS of joy. Fulfilled.

I ask: What wants to be fulfilled today?

I make a soft structure. Little anchors of the day.
Feel what wants to be done at what time of the day.
Become a river. You will reach the destinations.

I start my day. Flow. Listen for ways to add innovation and creativity. Charge up my resources. Think: wholeness, relaxation, expansion, and clarity in lifelines. Time expands. I pray with the moments; the details are my meditations now.

Not more than 3 in a day. I celebrate each one.
Flow into them until they’re filled up. I want POPs of JAYs. More.

When I fall out, am stressed, overwhelmed, disorganized, I go back to my garden, saying: “We have to start from the beginning. Be patient with me. I promise I am a devoted disciple.”

She offers me a flower.
To me flowers symbolize enlightenment, revolution, regeneration and global thriving.

By naming flowers as tools for time management, I push forward this conversation.

May my secret awaken your secret means of lifting your projects into full potential, to flow divinely every day.

Let us flow.



What Feng Shui books
will never tell you.

There are places that leave us feeling good and places that suck or cost us energy. There are vortexes charged with the elation of grandeur, where we shiver in wows. Beauty is charged with positive vibes. A basic instinct whispers: “I never want to leave.” And then there are spaces where we pray: “Please get me out of here. Now.” Our emotional triggers immediately detect energetic good-vibe-killers.

I was a natural seer of these energies.
But the first time I saw Agni demonstrating how to remove darkness, transform bundled negative clouds, and switch on energetic light spots to shift whole areas I was sure: you cannot read this in any Feng Shui book. I had found a true Feng Shui master. I wanted to go deeper; to get under the surface in a way books never could.

Energies influence our moods and can even change us. Here’s why: energies surround us, and we all sense the invisible. You do. And you know it. Do you also know that energies tell stories we can read and interpret? The law of attraction of the real Feng Shui teaches that we cannot only read energies; we can transform and change them. We can create balance and shift positive vibes. We crave it. And I teach and consult on this.

“A clear space is open to attract synchronicity destiny.”

Lifted :: Shifted

Low energies pull down your consciousness.
Lifted energies raise you up.
Environments that pull you up grant you good feelings.
A house of divine will attract the divine.
Energy is access to light.

Change the energies, change the world.

I have learned…

: When we heal the land, we heal the people. After Ireland’s country was healed with avant-garde energetic landscaping by Marko Pogacnik, peace negotiations began and ended in the Good Friday Agreement.

: Surfing on energy is possible. I advised a client to simply move his office desk into the stream of the dragon line, the most powerful Chi energy lines. He soon expanded from a small office to a worldwide business.

: First you enlighten your house, as a result it enlightens you.

: Energy lingers. A divorce house that’s charged with divorce battles will influence its new inhabitants. A bankrupt business space attracts new bankruptcy, if you do not transform the energies fighting against you.

: People have energies. They can influence our living and working spaces, positively or negatively. But real Feng Shui can set energetic borders to preserve the sovereignty of our space.

: Chakras are also in the rooms we live in. Chakras are pulsating energetic color bulbs. We may walk through them every day without knowing, but once we know it we can use them to fuel our desired vibes.

: Rooms have elemental power. They taste like Fire, Earth, Water, Metal or Wood. Once you know it you can taste it.

: Every space longs to return to balance with universal streams of creation. Nature and plants know all this naturally, but we have refused to see. We can relearn and shift by healing.

: Our hearts yearn to flow with the Universal stream and the abundant Earth stream. A business owner who wants to earn more money only for the sake of money will by ignored by the energy streams in the long term.

: A crystal radiates light.

: Bagua energies do not always come through the main door.
Sometimes they don’t use a door at all, and instead come through the walls. I have seen it.

: Energy marks our environment,
shapes moods, characterizes outcomes and influences us and our daily decisions.

: An energy hole in your work space and family home will eat away your energy and make it difficult to keep your mind abundant and affirmed. You will feel exhausted. Real Feng Shui can block it.

: Whole cities (often disordered nature)
can support or suck energy.

: Energy fields collect memories, and we tap into it.
Real Feng Shui can see karmic fields and provide real healing.

: Clear energy pulls fulfillment, happiness and success into our life on our own terms.

: Flowing with the energy is bliss.

I want to take this knowledge to businesses…

for changemakers, spiritual business artists, holistic entrepreneurs and idea leaders. Imagine being able to lift super-creative vibes in the room before going into a meeting, imagine a social worker using Feng Shui in the saddest areas of this world (shifted areas keep bad stuff from sticking). Imagine reading time flow as a means of making quicker decisions. Imagine connecting with the universal answer with one click. Imagine being sure about your inner world, because you are connected. Next year I will teach Business ACC. More soon.

Learn to see energies.
Learn to change the energies.
Learn the rhythm of creativity.
Learn creation habits.
Learn about the rhythms of space and time.

Thank you to my Master Agni who taught me Feng Shui and more. Together we have published the book NINE MASTERSCHOOLS OF FENG SHUI. The book was published in Chinese, the cultural mecca of Feng Shui.

Let me shift your space.

Get a free download of NINE MASTERSCHOOLS OF FENG SHUI in English.