October, 2012 | The Female Grail with Durga Holzhauser
October, 2012


Sound the alarm:
the stars are in position.

HOW TO FULFILL YOUR DESTINY? asks Oprah. She has a 30-day plan for finding your true purpose.

Here is my version.

In my work with visions I have seen that the best business and life-fulfilling ideas are born in the universe. After reading the Akasha for years, I now follow the footprints of great ideas backwards. We dream in heaven, and bring our inspiration down to Earth. Great masters tap their heavenly resources: Steve Jobs was highly connected, Einstein received his solution in a dream. Great and inspired books, fashion and music are all insights powered by the divine genius. When the big and small AHA moments occur, we feel connected to something greater. We are excited and our soul knows: the sacred fire jams. We are living on purpose and we are on track to our purpose.

When you are aligned with your vision from heaven, powers are with your soul.
You follow the universal bigger picture and it comes easily. When your creative fire burns, you feel soulful: powerful, passionate, free, incredibly useful, excited, inspired, one with God and the Universe. Love in action. Your favorite song keeps you going.

Vision your dream now.
Dream big. Dream bigger.
NO. Even bigger. Go. Stretch.
Dream authentic wholeness into your life.
Dream like you dreamed in heaven
before you came to earth.
Dream uninhibited and unchecked.
Dream without frontiers.
Heaven is online. When you blast through the ceiling
you are on soul level.


The stars are favorable. It’s a good time.
Start to think in new dimensions. Imagine a parallel world where everything is possible.
Silke Schäfer interprets the movement of the stars and their influence on our life. Let her newsletter inspire you and create real waves. The future you want to belong to is possible when you take full responsibility for your purpose.

“Pure creativity and obvious self-responsibility! In particular with a view to the year 2013 this is a remarkable time!

Turbulences, visions and miracles.

It already started wonderfully! Concurrent with the sun’s entrance into Scorpio on October 23, she activated the beautiful Neptune/Chiron-conjunction between October 23 and 28, meeting Saturn on the 25th and continuing on to Pluto until November 1. There are incredibly powerful awareness processes at work, and artistic-creative, intuitive endeavors or visions can become more frequent.

All projects that are supported by a strong desire (Neptune) can come true now. This particular stable constellation can realise (Saturn) dreams and visions (Neptune)! The two activated water signs Pisces and Scorpio allow with absolute certainty that pure potentiality is manifested. There are unprecedented opportunities in the air, making it possible to create paradises, if we have not previously given up!

Do something you’ve never done before! (Uranus in Aries) No matter if local, national or global. In the next 2.5 years it is specifically about finding our very own authenticity (Pluto in Capricorn) and leaving behind everything that we do not need for this new liveliness (Lunar Node / Saturn in Scorpio). Take full responsibility for your own talents – NOW. Then the letting becomes a dance. “… whirling, resting in my centre, I am joyfully a vibrant part of the whole …. and everything that is not centered flies away….” Now up to 2015, it is the biggest wake-up call of all time: The biggest wake-up call ever!

All previous rotten compromises can be dissolved when one acts decisively and crystal clearly. You should address your life goals NOW! And a lot of feminine energy is involved, which is supposed to be steered into a clear direction, so that healing takes place. Stop and be 100% determined. Then new doors will open.”

You can find Silke Schäfer’s monthly star news here.


I am mesmerized by this bible of new business, ever since the first read. I am have now read it 3 times. This was written in heaven, amid alluring creation.

Imagine a business world wherein competition is irrelevant and you own the market because you created it. You navigate upon open waters of businesses success. You cross beyond market boundaries and look to new opportunities, to places of no competition for evolutionary growth. You look for other industries, products and services that do not even exist yet.

You’re painting your imagination, the craziest ideas you can dream, onto creative canvas, a place where business goals are all experimental and crafted with wide strokes. You’re creating great content and love marks, living organisms comprised of mutually beneficial relationships, and you don’t worry about how many followers you have. Reaching behind existing demand is creation. It’s the common vision.

This is the way forward. Head-to-head ruthlessness is out. We’re looking for growth and new economics is the future fuel.
Bombs for a New Age revolution.
Green grass growing between the toes of the giants.

I am about to develop meditations on how to blue strategize? Interest when it will be ripe?

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Your Vision is your guiding star.
Focus on the big picture.

30 days or not. Eternity or one day. This is not what matters.
The universe thrives on fulfillment. You flow with your joy. Your vision will carry you.
You will come back and understand why you do what you do. It’s not the result of being famous or being a millionaire, but the assignment of love. The path to wholeness is bliss.

Born in heaven, she invites your genius to shine. She’s the one you wake up with and cannot wait to start the day. Yes, there are times when we have to navigate resistance, procrastination, blowbacks, obstacles and challenges.

Your vision is your GPS through the jungle of thoughts and emotions that hold you back. Your vision and your bliss will be your strength handbook when you are close to abandoning your dream. She will be the goddess who raises you up when you fail.

Reframe. Distill the essences.

Re-adjust. Improve. Let die. Redesign.
Even when you cannot know the great calling and see the big picture of success, flow with the calling of the instant. It’s enough to know only the next essential steps; the universe will carry the bigger picture. The universe is your business partner amid the joy of manifesting something greater.

Your visions will take you home.
Your soul’s dream is sacred.
The power is with you.

Write your future book now, and join me as I create mine alongside you. We’ll take the voyage across oceans together.



What if deadlines and “to-do-lists” are just the fossils of competition and strategic maps actually distort our control of the future?

Don’t get me wrong. Challenge is still our growth. Ambition is a fertile ground of passion. Our drive for improvement is current.

But what if the universe has a different steam of evolution?
When we try to force it, the universe usually comes up with something different. Yep.

What if daydreams, rather than deadlines, grow divine seeds?
Breeding ideas in stillness, dreaming from the infinite down to realization. What if staring senselessly into a hole in the trees and losing ourselves in the sky’s ocean of blue heavenly strategies is the source of creativity. Look, big ideas grow at the edges. When we stop wanting it all, it all begins. Vision takes shape in wild silence.

I tried it the other way. I perfected my planning tools and ran my agendas and appointments with rigorous discipline. I was on a superhero’s goal schedule. I ran this way for a month until I had to admit that I’d hit a dead end. I had nearly extinguished my creative fire. I had been more effective and immensely more productive before, when I was in the power of now and flowing with the universe.

Constant improvement exhausts our creativity. Get out of the way, I reminded myself. Better to make it even better than it needs to be.

Spaciousness is far more nourishing than “all.” Spaciousness is my soul’s currency. It’s the place where all art is born. “All” is cumbersome. KRIS CARR

For highest results,
slow precision.

Breath. Surrender means ‘to trust.’

To connect with something greater,
create something greater for yourself.

What if we choose to move with synchronicity? To stretch beyond the imaginable, to the wonder.


Your antennas have grown sensitive. You have learned to sense the signals.

What is difficult is to decrypt the message. Perhaps synchronicity timing could guide us to meaning.

Seasoning the rhythm. Current.

Maybe ideas think themselves when they’re set free, only to come back to us as completed, coherent thoughts. We just need to grasp them and read them upon return. This is thinking without thinking. The voice without voice speaking to us in our dreams. The inspiration. Waiting for the right time.

Answers will come. Always. Promised. When ripe, the answers admit the stars.

Quality timing. For quality.

What if we don’t need to post endlessly on Facebook and Twitter, but go online precisely when the fate of real connection is also online. At a synchronized moment of great encounters, divinely-appointed timing that creates a whole world of possibility.

What if we do not have to pitch millions of times, but just once, at just the right time? The one pitch that is real and meant to be. We simply wait until our time has come, and then act and enter the greater space of meaningful manifestation of big dreams and making business with friends.

What if we already know how to create and prepare in sync with the universal energy flow? We wait quietly while ideas gestate in silence. We do not deliver before quality arrives. And we know our tribe waits too, patiently. Beyond rush. For the surprise of wonder you are followed, while your tribe awaits your prophesy.

What if we learn to coordinate our business strategic plan with the cosmic flow? The unshakable peace inside, a river knowing the ocean will never refuse her.

What if we wait for the right moment of revelation? Unripe action is wasted preparation.

What if we have patience for the ideas being thought by the spirits and accept that when the time comes, we will know? Then we will express great ideas in grace and gratitude. Easily.
Then we will win over cheap and worthless. We create meaning and a rhythm for quality success.

You get what you want: If not now, later.

I challenge myself to get better, great.
But no hustle, no thank you.
Swim against the stream.

Knowing my time will come.
Knowing our time will come.

The choice is as always yours.



Every woman shall write history with her personal story.

October 6, 2012 :: We spent the day with 1000 other women at W.I.N., the Women’s International Networking Conference. Me, full of excitement after my first big talk about spirituality among collaborating women. My devotion. My blood. Kissing the mic. We need this conversation with the global business world, I told them all. I spoke boldly. We all win when we network and weave together our promises to create change.

Thefemalegrail.com is one year old. One year ago I wrote:

Whenever we enter a new stage in our life, we die and are reborn at the same time. Finding one’s own sacred voice is another rebirth, one of millions whenever a new era starts.

I rebirthed myself – this time live and on stage. I said, “I want to be enlightened,” while a thousand women listened.

My new passion: Enter uncommon spaces and start a conversation that has never been held there before.

Speak your desire out loud. Bold speakers are the new cool.

My love letters

At W.I.N. I met women from Africa. I met women from India. I met women from Europe. I met women from the USA. I met women from all over the world. In meeting and hearing from these women, I rededicated myself then and now to listening even more carefully to the planet and her 7 billion habitants.

My letters today are to women I admire.

My mind is openness.

The world is bigger than we think she is.

To Marguerite Barankitse:

In the photos you look undated, beautiful, uplifted, self-confident, vivante.

When I met you, you said: “Without spirituality we do not exist.” We hugged like sisters, at the first touch.

At an age when other women cuddle their children, you witnessed hell. You were forced to watch as 70 friends were brutally killed.

Who can believe the unspeakable; who will believe the unthinkable.

You have seen Death, and he granted you dignity.

I will never forget the words that you used to invite us to your Africa and her women.

You do not ask for pity. You ask for being seen. You ask for forgetting titles. Africa has given birth to a Saint from heaven. I believe in your bravery and your Maison Shalom: a peaceful realm for children’s souls.

Maggy, you changed my heart.

You changed my life more than you will ever know.

To Kristin Engvig:

Tell us how visions are born. Tell us how they come true.

18 years ago at a conference in Mexico you dreamt of a women’s conference. Today women join in from all continents and you meet them head-on. They have to meet your bold new visions. You dare. You open conversations about values and sustainability among cooperating worlds. Since 2012, spirituality and wildness have opened Pandora’s box. We admire you for this.

Tell us, how did you feel when you breastfed your infant son during the breaks of the conference you were leading? You are a new generation. You will let us know how it works to raise your child and your own success in tandem. Your W.I.N baby has gone global now, cultivated with curiosity and new paths for this planet.

Upon our first meeting, we both understood that we already know each other.

Today we know we made an appointment in heaven.

Our dreams are real.

To Karen Tse:

You must be an incarnated Buddha. You walk into the worst prisons of this world with your elegant pocket dress, swinging your chic handbag. Your charm is a powerful weapon to fight for those who have neither rights nor resources for a lawyer.

You started a war. In many countries torture is still an accepted way to coerce confessions and punish. Children are tortured for stealing a bicycle in Bangladesh; women pay for their husbands’ transgressions. Your war works to end that.

I pray that yours will win amongst the 10 chosen TED talks and millions of dollars will flood in, filling up the loose ends for International Bridges to Justice. May your warriors have all the support they need for their fight.

If not, I love your “No, I do not have the money” attitude. You will win at the end, even without money.

You won me over when you bumped into me 8 years ago and spoke to me fast, passionately, for 5 full minutes till you paused and asked: “By the way, who are you?” Your dream is mine too.

My friend, you moved me to tears when you arrived from Asia to get up at 4 a.m. to be there when I gave my first talk to a big audience.

The stage is yours now. May you win.


To Seema Kohli:

My soul stood still in silence when the click first showed your paintings. Your journey through the world of Gods and Goddesses and universe and earth. You paint with poetry and devotion.

I want to inhale the beauty you harness, to consume and claim it as the prize of my hunt.

You said you waited and painted without selling until you were ripe. Not for the money you paint. Today the airport in New Delhi is decorated with your images; they breathe India and her heritage. Every story you tell in pictures is a sacred offering. India is a cradle for the resurrection of art. Here is it carefully modernized by women who have studied the old scriptures. I smell a future trend.

A journey has begun for the heroes and heroines of the future.

Meeting you is recognition.


To you:

You are my hero.

Wherever you live and whatever you do.

Our titles are not important.

You are here. This is enough.

The gift of your presence.

I love you.

Thank you.

For being part of thefemalegrail circle. Thank you for each second we spent together dreaming.

I bow to the path for each experience I had this year.

As usual I celebrate silently. Within.

Wild love



Darkness gives birth.
Turns nightmares into lost dreams: war, torture, contamination of nature, the exploitation of lands and earth.

There will never be a blank page.

We have traveled so far.

Our pages are overfilled with sacred stories
Of love and loss.

Instead of writing them anew,
We pray mantras:

Now I feel.
Now I taste.
Now I see.
Now I read.
Now I listen.

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