INITIATION INTO YOUR LIFE. ASK: WILL IT EMPOWER ME? | The Female Grail with Durga Holzhauser


One of my core desired feelings is: Incredibly powerful.

Maybe it’s not very feminine. Not in the common sense. But we aren’t we here to push that old paradigm off the throne and raise up a juicier one?

“Hello my name is Durga. I am incredibly powerful.”

I want to meet you there.

Say it out loud.

Put in your name:

Hello my name is ___________. I am incredibly powerful.

Stay there. Do not step aside.

Years ago:
A male client stalked me. I had never given him any reason to believe he had a right to anything beyond the charm and love I try to grant all people I meet, but he was obsessed. He even followed me over the borders of Germany to France. I was home alone and not expecting anyone when the doorbell to my house rang. Wondering who it was I saw his profile in my surveillance video. I had told him 2 years before that he had nothing to expect, and I hadn’t seen him since.

But there I was, alone in my house in the countryside. I called my friend, and she was shopping 30 minutes away. I put myself in front of the mirror: “You can wait for Natalie, but you will stay a victim inside.”

Rise Durga within. Kick disempowering invadors out of your sacred territories.

I tore the door open: “You are not supposed to be here. I did not invite you. Please leave my land.” My arm outstretched and my finger pointed the way out. Before his shocked face could settle I said: “Leave. Do not follow me anymore: I do not want this.”

Om Durga JAY. With the eternal power of the feminine within, nothing can fight you.

I did it again. In India a taxi driver picked up a friend from the streets. He hadn’t asked me if it was ok. And I smelled something strange. Feeling the thoughts of the driver, I called on Shiva and Agni. Suddenly he switched his modern tunes into: OM NAMAH SHIVAYA, the sacred prayer of Shiva. “Do you know what you are singing?” I asked. “No,” he said. The strange turned into good.

Om Durga Ma. Raise Your power in all women. This power will defeat the darkness at its source. Durga inside will frighten danger away.

So define your decisions:
Will it empower me?
Run toward your desire; run toward fear.

All life’s decisions and challenges that shake your core, I promise they will show up when you declare yourself. It’s their wake up call, like monsters sleeping in unconsciousness.

When it comes to situations that are difficult, we lose control. We are at a crossroads without knowing which direction to take. We search for peaceful decisions that will destroy false temples, for the strength to leave old loves behind because our skin feels too tight, but we fall into our victimhood not believing we can do it.

The feminine creates. She resides inside.
It starts with power.
Power for life protection. For the welfare of all beings.

We want to hook the real
when it fits like Cinderella’s shoe made for us.
The essence booms so fully to blast.
The real touches the divine.

Apply it to your choices
and decisions

My little friend Shiva said when she was 4: “You have the power of a thousand hurricanes.”

What question is inflamed? What crisis holds you back?
Ask yourself
: Will it empower me?
Then change the script and walk it through. First, in your imagination and feel where the empowered resides. What is transformed?

: When you doubt the people with whom you collaborate.
They may foster your growth.

: When you hesitate to ask for the money you deserve.
It will show up as power in your body when the right price hits value.

: When your relationship gets difficult.
It will be your chance to return to love.

You have the power to take it in.
Relieve the others. Forgive. End pain. Transform.
Be the one rising in the line of all ancestors.
Carry your power home.

What is the life theme you are holding back?
How will it empower you? Write it down.

“Hello my name is Durga. I am incredibly powerful.”

Pleasure to meet you.


November 3, 2013 · · fiercely feminine, most popular