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TO DISRUPT THE LINE OF COMPLICATIONS WE MUST STOP MAKING COMPROMISES.

How my Mum inspired and changed my life forever.

I was 16 and my heart was broken. (It had to be cracked open in order to receive the initiation of life.) My Mum said, “When this boy leaves it is because someone far better for you is coming. This is life; anyone who does not match with your highest aim has to move on in order to find his own life and his right resonances. He opens the space for the right people to come in and surround you, to love you. God always wants the best for you and everyone. When something does not work out, it is because he has a better plan provided for you.”

Courage, not compromise, brings the smile of God’s approval.
– Thomas S. Monson

My Mum was right.

When I trust my life more than my pain and disappointment, things evolve most beautifully

: the man I love, the people I work with, the team I create with.

I must admit I have a childish heart. When people set me up or betray me, my heart is like a little puppy. My puppy heart swallows hard and I remember what Mum said. Head up and go.

And still: each and every time I begin by compromising for less than I truly require, I end up in dead ends. It’s like God pokes me with a soft finger saying: You are igniting another line of complications. And so it was when I refused to listen, creating a chain of complication to create more complications, on and on.

Because we only know what we know
it’s about listening to our soul
and what we want to improve.

We have been taught to live in positions of scarcity that obfuscate our thoughts, all in order to fit in. We swim in a sea of conformity builders, and we fear being alone. So we bow to a minor art.

Never compromise your culture.

If we want to create a contemporary cultural revolution, a common sacred energy flow for all people, we have to make strong decisions, all the while asking for our heart’s weigh-in and always with the aim of making our lives more happy.

: What do I really want to create?

: How do I want it?

: What do I love?

: How do I love it?

We must decide to fertilize our real relationships, our state of grace, and our cultures of quality – and not to compromise them.

First: Always stand for your own. Be joy.

So when we do flirt with compromises? We settle for less when we are afraid to stand for our own.

Instead, create your own festivals of life and bazaars of freedom; build new agreements and sacred structures that support you to be free, to be creation, essential innovation.

You will create a sustainable and profitable world only when you stand on your own sacred ground. There you have magic to give and to make … more magic.

Second: Always provide the sacred space
for others to find their path of true joy.

Networked webs of ideas and thoughts will never match the freedom provided by the clarity of the universal flow. And we are always free to step out when we cannot feel our clarity, our truth, or ourselves anymore.

Our heart needs to be cracked a million times until it’s totally free.

So we will leave our partners who cannot see us anymore. We will be betrayed and left alone. We will be disappointed, saddened and set up.

But we must grant their freedom and pray with love for the others to return to their sacred heart, to place where they feel their essence again and can heal.

We are responsible for each other’s highest aim.

I set them free.
My puppy heart sighs.
I listen to him.

God:
“You will never be alone. Give up all worlds you do not belong to. Return to freedom.
I have a better plan for you…”

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BIG IN 2014

A circle to break your heaven free

Sitting here thinking about 2014, I know something for sure.
Something is created around us.
It’s bigger and more beautiful than we’ve ever imagined.

I want more heaven in life in 2014.

Stay open.
Do not try to put what was created in heaven into shapes and words prematurely.
It will not express the visions dreamt in awe.

We want to feel ourselves totally free and holy.
We want to feel ourselves. Naked. Full.

While I was in Taiwan the question most frequently asked of me was: What heaven do I come from? And I started to realize that in order to access and resonate with our desire to feel our heaven, we have to first create a circle of healing.

My approach to reaching the beauty created for us:

I’ve decided to follow a circle of healing this year, and I walk upon a 5-step mandala to break my heaven free. The steps are in specific order to raise the inner bar, and to ritualize the process when needed.

What will I do to feel my heaven deeply?

Step one: Breakout space
: Letting go. Shake off all that is not me.

Step two: Shape and shift
: Laughter. Affix a halo to my belly laugh.

Step three: Go for the gold
: Consciously choose quiet times. Build refuges for the other side of my soul; the free and holy introvert holds still and chats with God.

Step four: Fresh start
: Rise above the problems. Foster the balance between male and female, challenge the courage and pain. There is so much great and good stuff happening in this world.

Step five: Dearly loved
: Feel safe. Know I am deeply desired, always.

May 2014 be heaven on Earth for you.

Hopefully we meet somewhere we have never been.

Thanks to my friend Mara Eickermann. You inspired me to write this.

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CLARIFY WHAT REALLY COUNTS.

A DIFFERENT RESOURCE FOR PLANNING THE NEXT YEAR

In her book The Top Five Regrets of the Dying: A Life Transformed by the Dearly Departing, palliative care nurse Bronnie Ware records the most common regrets of the dying.

: I wish I’d had the courage to live a life true to myself,
  not the life others expected of me.

: I wish I didn’t work so hard.

: I wish I’d had the courage to express my feelings.

: I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends.

: I wish that I had let myself be happier.

The message: get it done before regrets get you. This woke me up.

We are often discouraged from thinking or talking about death. But believe that the skin between life and death is thin and tender. On the other side there is eternity and home, a subtle light without want. God’s voice intones everywhere. We are driven by a personal relationship with Him and Her: in our lightbody we know about it all, even if our minds do not remember.

Do not fear endings. Death is the other face of passion.

For me, the other side is part of my existence. I have been there. “Two weeks later and you would be dead,” said the surgeon after bringing me back from the edge of death. I was 18, and I had seen the other side. Since then I live differently. I want to be able to die any day saying: “I have done all I wanted. I am totally full.”

I want to life every day like my last. The presence of that conviction is beauty to my bold soul.

Preparing for death clarifies my life and what I really want to achieve. In the face of death everything gains new meaning.

Digest the feast of life.
The map for 2014

Before I make my yearly plans I do my most powerful ritual, “Before I die I want to…” I was first inspired by Candy Chang, who placed huge black chalkboards in neglected public spaces with the same question for people to answer anonymously.

I calibrated the exercise a bit and do this for myself at each year’s end. The darkness of the winter is my realm. For me death is a part of life, so I plan as if the next year will be my last.

Certainly I keep dreams for decades in my pocket but I do not plan for more than one with a schedule. The rest of my dreams float free of timetables and give me hope to live long enough to fulfill them; they are the endorphins of my soul goals.

Only two tips

: 3 things to fulfill in one year is enough.

Narrow your list down to the hopes that come from the deepest part of your soul. Go one layer deeper, then another layer deeper, then one more layer. Less is more; fewer means you’re serious.

I aim for one achievement of my life dedicated to each of my holy trinity: Braham the eternal but not understandable, Vishnu the preserver, and Shiva, the creator and destroyer. May the divinity eat the fruits of my life. My reward is the scent of their contentment.

: Leave space for unexpected.

God is crazy with love; he will never bore you. Once you walk the way of bliss, creation answers with joy. So make space for possibility beyond bargaining; the genius of all. Let the planned be spoiled by the joy.

and one rule:

: My last shirt will have no pockets.

I want to do things I can carry on to eternity, just tons of memories of heavy love.

My list

Tell me, my dear friend. Write it down for us.

Before I die I want to do these 3 things…

Wild love

Durga

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THE BEAUTY OF THE LAST TIME.
A STORY OF TRADITION, FENG SHUI AND THE NEW TREND OF SACRED SPACE.

On the last day in Taipei I visit the Lungshan Temple. I come here to say thank you to Master Whoyeh, whom I’ve never met; he is in the worlds of the spirits now. But I feel the presence of his heritage. As my translator Ganda instructs us, we walk our prayer mandala offering to the deities deep Chinese red candles and the red incense of obsessions. The heartbeat of the oldest temple in the city is Quan Quin, the goddess of mercy. “We praise the divine mother here,” says Ganda. The Buddha shrines surround Her indestructible cosmos that not even the 1945 bomb attacks could touch.

I had come to Taiwan to give my final “Nine Masterschools of Feng Shui” teaching. After many years of study I had become a master myself.

Permit me a word about this lineage as I offer a bow to my master of heritage, Agni. He ignited my fire when I first witnessed his ability to progressively change the energy in a room. Before then I was constantly searching for the great masters. I met the great names of Feng Shui and sacred geomancy, but no one convinced me. I stick with masters who teach origin knowledge direct from its source: directly from light to wisdom, not rewriting old scriptures (and so often rewriting one another) that the fire of knowledge extinguishes.

LUNGSHAN TEMPLE WITH MY TRANSLATOR AND HER DUTCH FIANCÉ.

A few vintages ago

Over the last 18 years I have studied all the books and followed urges of my natural dissatisfaction to rewrite and find new ways to practice Feng Shui. I am compelled to find my own interpretation of the sacred space within creation. The way I see and understand Feng Shui, we find our own fierce truth of the modern new practice. It’s a necessary update for a 21st century society.

Never agree with what you learn.
Always revolutionize the knowledge.

Many vintages later

The beauty of the last era had intoxified me. So after all these years teaching ACC Feng Shui I needed to reach out for new shores. As tradition compels I asked Agni to choose a disciple to whom I would teach my knowledge to enter the line for Asia. He suggested two, and Ranra Yang from Táiwan became my assistant, listening and learning. In so doing I would keep my promise to bring the new knowledge to the roots for the tradition to continue.

Give up places you do not belong anymore.
You grow when you give up what has become too tight.
Create sacred space for others to step into.

The story of Master Whoyeh
the old Tiger gentleman.
When personal dragonlines cross.

Ranra Yang woke up during the second night of the Nine Masterschools of Feng Shui training. Something she had forgotten was awakened.

When she was 14 she and her Mum went to Lungshan Temple to pray when a man approached and told her that they had an old connection. Master Whoyeh became her master of dragonlines, Chi fights and powerful dragon caves in landscape and reading the future in palms. In his instruction, he often hit her softly on the head: “Be more accurate!“

One day he told Ranra, “I will die in three years, and you will one day teach Feng Shui. But a new way of Feng Shui that will come to Taiwan.”

Master Whoyeh had long gone when Ranra Yang and I cross dragonlines.

Real masters and ones walking with an overview of time and space are rare these days. The revolution I started had been orchestrated by Master Whoyeh; even I knew that. Our path is older than we are.

Sacred space is now open for all of us.

Temples will enter our homes, offices and public places. Chakras, five elements, dragonlines, planets, cosmic rays, the bagua and cosmograms conquer our desire to create space.

The path of the mystics is finding your own fierce truth. Study the Bhagavad Gita, study the Vedas, study old sacred scriptures, then think aloud about the way you see and understand it. Find your own interpretation of the sacred traditions.

Inspire to follow, think of the new …

NINE MASTERSCHOOLS OF FENG SHUI

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