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BREATHLESS BEAUTY: MOMENTUM.
I believe that beauty heals our broken hearts. One moment spent in the presence of true beauty will leave us breathless. We know when beauty is awakened from her sleep: we become real again. The universe has us back.
Beauty is the reason why.
When I opened the humble post package Stefano Bolognesi sent me, I discovered a little book. He had written it secretly and silently. I never even knew he had published something.
Poetry was my life’s savior then and is still today.
It had been a chaotic day. I settled down with this treasure in my hands, slowly swallowing those poems, my medicine. Word. By. Word.
I was breathless, and my heart opened wide to the answer to all of my cravings. I was reading true beauty.
The business of Beauty
I am now preparing to continue my “beautiful book plan” and murmur my mantra:
Beauty is the essence of all business.
I will start in the center, with beauty and focus; I promise myself not to stray. Not to veer off course in attempts to please others, but staying true to allow the real to become reality.
I want to share two of Stefano Bolognesi’s poems with you. They are two delicacies from a box of sweets. Eternity is held between the lines.
It’s where God breathes.
Flowing fires
by Stefano Bolognesi

Published by puntoacapoeditrice 2012
Original text in italian.
Love and all Over Again
Love, she said
and all over again
we went back
through schemes
of delightful misdeeds
piles of light.
You for Me
For me you are an altar,
a shrine with pointed
domes and whisperings of dawn
and mosaics and steps
dropping down to the sea.
You are the sun of every tremor,
a forest overflowing
with mistletoe and birds in flight,
leafy branch, nest, wind,
fire of blackberries.
Your body is a fan of moons,
a hallelujah of hands,
you are the gold of the seven volcanoes,
poured and forged for me
like the terraces for the waves,
the darts forever in the crazy
equilibrium of your earth.
You are the clamoring chalice
the shell, the ivory,
the flowing fleet of crocuses
and hellebores that cloud over
the plains in the early warmth.
You are this wonderful display for me,
the perfect route of the swans,
the pure geometry of the swarms of bees,
the visionary journey of every shaman.
with fierce Love
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A NEW EARTH & A VISION SET ON FIRE: YOU ARE INVITED!
THE NATURE SPA IN LA LUMIÈRE
We are proud and excited.
At the beginning of the year God (as I love him) talked to me:
“Do not wait with your visions any longer:
Start to make them real.”
I listened and invited a leader team to realize the first one of my the dreams.
Now we are inviting you!
The Nature Spa is online.
Reserve your place: only 10 women can join us in this extraordinary experience this autumn.
The Nature Spa
Healing of the feminine soul in the hands of nature and creativity
For women by women
15 to 20 September 2012
The Nature Spa is a wild vision for women. We leave behind all restrictive spaces and enter a nomadic world amidst Mother Nature. No walls. Our wild souls yearn for physicalness. We call for freedom of our feminine emotions. The magic of nature blossoms in the space of thoughtfulness.
A nomadic lifestyle honours our roots.
Massage in tents. Herbal bath under the open sky. No matter what kind of weather, we care for you. When it rains, you can cuddle up with warm blankets under the roof of a tent; when the wind blows, you can ride on its waves in the hammock; when the sun shines, your sensitivity awakens. Let us pamper you with culinary and healthy treasures. Worship of the Earth, as gift and spirit. Every layer that falls feels good. Sensuality and detox. Creative space for you and your soul.
3 or 6 days,
for the first time in September 2012.
Peel time free, time for yourself. Allow yourself to return
to a natural rhythm where magic happens.
Are you interested? Then click here and read more.
http://thefemalegrail.com/la-lumiere-durgas-ashram/upcoming-events/nature-spa/
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WHY I FOUNDED AN ASHRAM
10 YEARS AGO.
Choosing my religion.
Create from zero.
If I can do it, you can do it.
“You have manifested your dream,” said Erin when she walked into our office. My new soul photographer had just woken up in our ashram for the first time. She is right, I thought. Awakened, I was telling myself: I have manifested my dream.
La Lumière is my ashram in South France. Last year in June, more than 120 souls from all over the world gathered here to celebrate our 10-year anniversary. My friends, my allies, my companions all share the same idea:
Love will win in the end.
10 years earlier, I arrived here with a deep knowing in my lion heart. My plan: build a house for God and people to reconnect with their souls. My friend helped me to get a mortgage and I sold my car to get started. I had no other resources but my vision, my trust and God. I resisted that it had to be France of all the countries in this world and the French of all global tribes. But God was clear about this and Agni too.
The night before the final decision was made, I had a vision of one of my 4 gurus that guide me through the universe and life. Swami prepared me: “You will go to a Holy Grail place to South France.” (Believe me, in this moment I had no clue what he was talking about.) The day after, when I was ready to ask Agni where my place is in this world, he took a needle and pinned it right to the spot in the South of France where La Lumière breathes peace and love every day now.
Against all odds, my heart knew. I do not believe in accepting what comes easy.
I believe in living what you know to be true. This may include things I do not like or even resist. And this knowing is the reason that all my visions and initiations manifest.
My dream was to build an ashram and inject it with the happiness and holy experiences I brought with me from India. I did it on my own terms. My dream was to unite the contradictions of daily life and spirituality, of modern life and God.
BELIEVE, BELIEVE, BELIEVE.
TRUST IN GOD AND DO WHAT IS NECESSARY.
La Lumiére is the manifested proof that it is possible to create from zero. I started with a sold car and a loan. Miracles unfolded in uninspected ways. With the help of Agni, I discovered my talent to read the Akasha and orders after orders rolled in from all over the world. I read seminars, soul readings and workshops for healers, shamans, visionaries, world changers; women empowerment and whole healing essence worlds were born. I was reading and La Lumière was growing.
10 years of transformation, memories, up and downs, lovers, disappointments and fierce integration.
REBOOST & INCARNATE LOVE
Voila. May I present:
This is La Lumière: Durga’s Ashram
Now online. Shining.
http://thefemalegrail.com/la-lumiere-durgas-ashram/
We mediate in the morning & evening.
The essence of our daily life.
http://thefemalegrail.com/la-lumiere-durgas-ashram/juicy-ashram-life/daily-meditation/
Are you searching for a spiritual time out?
Are you craving for a fusion of spirituality
and freedom?
La Lumière for you: evolution!
http://thefemalegrail.com/la-lumiere-durgas-ashram/juicy-ashram-life/for-you/
Our Temples are the heart of La Lumière. Visit:
The Temple of Divine:
Melting pot of Hindu passion, Bhuddhist reflection and eternal love of God.
Durga dances.
http://thefemalegrail.com/la-lumiere-durgas-ashram/juicy-ashram-life/temple-of-the-divine/
&
Jesus’ prayer room and its story.
http://thefemalegrail.com/la-lumiere-durgas-ashram/juicy-ashram-life/jesus-prayer-room/
THE POWER OF NOW:
NEW HORIZONS
This is the beginning. We are working to fill up all rooms about La Lumière, so they can shine in the web universe. Gradually, we will open more insights for you.
I dream and create visions about community, a Nature Spa, an art festival, a spiritual women conference, pilgrimages and…
New spiritual waves roll towards and over my ashram.
We can stop circling around our own axis.
We are ready to create and live spirituality on our own terms.
Do you want to align with your sacred path and learn how I shaped my own religion?
Do you dare it? Receive the “SIX WAYS I SHAPED MY OWN RELIGION”
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With wild love,

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SACRED-OFFERINGS
“Jesus The forgotten Years”,
the long-awaited sequel to
“Jesus The Book”
is launched.
A gift for your friend…
by DURGA HOLZHAUSER & Agni F. EICKERMANN
ISBN: 978-1-936060-05-4
Price: 12USD
Share Jesus The Forgotten Years with
a loved one.
DECEMBER 12TH
we love to announce:
“Jesus The forgotten Years”,
the long-awaited sequel to
“Jesus The Book” is online.
Download the forgotten love story, either on:
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Here is our prayer:
Wherever you arrive shower blessings.
Travel far, the more you will be home.
Reach out.
Walk and pray.
Carry your love to the streets.
A preface, a love story, and a promise.
A preface is usually married to a book. But this one is different. This preface is wild like me and decided to fly free and unbound.
OUR STORIES WERE WRITTEN IN THE UNIVERSE.
You had a fabulous master plan
before you were born into this life.
You had a detailed sketch. A vision. An awakened dream.
A great strategy prayed down from awe.
You wanted to be born, you see.
You craved for nothing less than being alive.
You jammed and planned in heaven,
You were tremendously conscious of the secret of it all:
About the secret of you.
You dreamed the landscape of your heavenly Hollywood movie in 3D. Your life’s soul-book had already been blissfully composed; you then sketched it out into what would become your movie. Your life, then, would turn that film into your personal vocation, both as a divine call to God’s service and as your soul’s work laid out before you…
And then… complete power outage… you came to earth, and you forgot it all.
THE AKASHIC LIBRARY:
A fascinating world beyond.
BEING THE ALTAR THAT IS BURNING FOR THE DIVINE ITSELF
My path has taken me to India many times, which I adore. I love the devoted ashram life and the spiritual deepening that happens there. My first time there, I fell in love with the beauty of Indian temples all over the country. I love having this sacred space to express one’s love to God. And I love the Indian style of natural dedication. Their altars are full of bewitching perfumes to seduce the Gods, the beauty of flowers as offerings, and sacred vibes of magic chants.
From that visit to India on, with encounters of all these wonderful Ganeshas, Shivas and Goddesses, my life transformed from a godless desert into divine celebration of my Self. For me the revolution was in seeing that Indians believe God has not only one form. God has many forms. God has a thousand forms. This made my world much richer. Indians themselves reflect the abundant faces of gods and goddesses. They say every one of them is an expression of Oneness. My world became a fiesta, awakened in the face of God and the universe.
Growing up as a Catholic, this was my final “goodbye” to enormous pompous churches. Later when recording “Jesus The Book” I learned: Jesus was his own altar. His soul was a bright flame of unending prayers ascending to the father. Everything fulfilled itself within his inner altar uniting heaven and earth. He was set alight in the most beautiful shining allures when he prayed, with his arms raised to the heavens, embraced by nature’s fields of wildness.
the altar is you
God’s flame is also burning in your sacred heart, located in the middle of your heart chakra. This is eternal truth. As the nature of fire we need to nurture with what make the fire burn bright with our love as activity, devotion as expression, prayers as evolutions, offerings as liberation and mediations as endless stillness.
May your heart be an altar, from which the bright flame of unending thanksgiving ascends to Heaven. – St. Mary Euphrasia Pelletier, Embrace the World found in Danielle LaPorte’s Fire Starter Sessions.
To dedicate oneself to the divine is to tap into the energy stream of all good vibes in the Universe. Turn the radio on!
May I invite you for a Meditation?
Close your eyes and
imagine a burning flame in your heart-chakra (in the center of your chest).
Expand it with every breath you take,
knowing this fire is nourished by the streams that flow from Mother earth into that fire with the blessings of heavens showering from above.It is within you,
it is your love,
your inspiration
and your life force.
The flame is you,
burning for the divine.
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“YOU HAVE TO LIVE WHAT YOU ARE.”
I was a penniless student without any support from home, another surgery in my imminent future, and a broken heart from my first real love marrying another woman.
In a vision I had of one of my inner gurus, he invited me on a pilgrimage to India. I did not have the money for such a trip, but my heart said yes, and the money arrived the next day when I secured a new work project. It was so much money, it was a miracle in itself. Used to traveling in small, spare rooms and scraping by, I suddenly had enough to support me in beautiful comfort as my journey continued.
I arrived in India. I sat on a Five-Star hotel terrace, sipping tea, listening to an elegant Italian woman tell a story about the guru I was about to meet for the first time on that trip.
A very rich lady had decided to turn up in the ashram in a very modest, even poor look, contrary to her usual rich and decorated appearance. The guru invited her to an interview, and in front of all other people in the interview room he asked, “Why does she come to me with her poorest clothes? Does she think I am not worth it? At home she smartens up. But not for me.”
“But Swami, I wanted to be like everyone else here and not stand out with all my clothes and jewelry. I wanted to be a poor pilgrim like others.”
And here was the sentence that changed my life:
“No,” he answered. “You have to live what you are.”
That day and that journey would turn around my whole life.
The pilgrimage opened a new universe for me: (more…)
STARTING WHERE I AM:
I WANT TO GROW WITH YOU
Thank you
You are reading this right now. I feel you and your heart beat. Connections are the most precious jewels we share. May the Universe bless our encounter and give us both the grace to grow.
Announcing…
I am so happy to announce the birth seeds of “www.thefemalegrail.com.”
We are online!
Whenever we enter a new stage in our life, we die and are reborn at the same time. Finding one’s own sacred voice is another rebirth, one of millions whenever a new era starts. Thefemalegrail.com is a rebirth for me. I am alive. I am ready to put myself in the line of fire.
A letter to the tribe
Hello dearest friends, my tribe, strangers, searchers, finders, followers, interested people, curious people, great souls…
It is my life story that brought me here.
The life story of the Female Grail began when I was 24, when in a splash of light, Jesus appeared to me and ignited a revolution of my life and my Self. Twenty years later, the publication of book number two in a three-part series, Walking with Jesus, is forthcoming, and we have begun recording book number three (more on that soon).
Over these years, I have become a revolutionary myself. The deeper I remember my story, the more my life turns into a blissful journey of world-changing visions and a passionate rebellion for the divine.
Some things I know:
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Aligning with our own sacred path is salvation.
Life in all aspects is initiation itself. Self-realization turns our life into a walk of real “ fame” when we remember our heaven.
The www.thefemalegrail.com is a reminder that the future is now and we have a big opportunity to open a new chapter of humanity on earth, choosing freely our self-defined spirituality.
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I am not a Christian. I have experienced the abundance of Christ love and I will share it with you. On the Female Grail blog I will write about the teachings of Jesus how I understood them when I walked with him. I thrive on the memory of the thrilling feelings of those days, when divine love was truly alive.
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I adore the Internet as the mirror to our consciousness, with all its possibilities. I see social media as paradigm shift for transparent consciousness, inspirational truth, and the voice of people co-creating our life on earth.
and
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TheFemaleGrail.com will offer you my sacred feminine voice inspiring truth, curiosity for new perspectives about how Cosmic Christ love shifts, ideas for change, my insight from universal downloads, creative inspirations, enlightened business and enlightened life style, offerings that inspire me and my story.
I bow. To you and the divine creation.
Love always,
Durga