illuminated lifestyle | The Female Grail with Durga Holzhauser - Part 6
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THE SECRET OF WINNERS:

How to turn your deepest fear into lightness

In your most persistently fearful weakness lies your greatest potential, teaches The Path into Light, an amazing transformational seminar by Agni Eickermann that I also teach from time to time. The teachings say: Your signature strength is where you are chronically burnt.

I will let you in on a spiritual secret. You do not actually fear what you think you fear. You actually fear your own power. The illusion can be tricky and create a lot of drama, but let’s straight go back to the teachings for clarity.

Your negativity is the key to your potential
to motivate others in your field.
Your fear is the key to your potential
to show up and confidently shine.
Your being burnt is the key to your potential
to rise again.
Your dark power is the key to your potential
to lead with love and wisdom.
Your failures are the key to future wins.
Your introversion is the key to becoming a leader
for change.
Your broken heart is the key to your potential to unite.

The secret of winners is simple. They have the courage to go there – even into the dark places and weak spots. They find courage to set up powerful, bright lights that illuminate weakness, escape dead-ends, transform refusal into action. Winners also usually have a strong orange chakra that leads them where they need to go.

The bigger the barrier, the bigger the incentive to shy away from our light and our universal power to create and shine. But the power of light is a muscle that grows stronger with training. The Path into Light says: Resistance encourages growth.

I just did it one day ago. My frustration grew large and looming again, having swooped over my inner lands of my soul. Admittedly, I still hide my spirituality when I’m in intimidatingly-cool, mesmerizing business districts. Then I remembered the secret of the winners’ 2nd chakra, the navel chakra I taught for many years in The Path into Light. I wanted this groovy feeling of powerful, juicy orange light. I wanted to get back to my core!

I blasted my orange light chakra through the velvet and went forward. I landed on Marie Forleo’s very cool B-School Facebook page and said publically, finally, simply:

“Hi. I want to be a bridge between spirituality
and business.”

You want to know what happened?

The universe immediately answers our clear choices. Go to my last blog post and read the first comment. It was there 1 minute after my decision was made. See, clearing the inner space is the platform to begin your manifestation, and then the people who will help you to shine can find you. The method is simple: Boost your light!

Here is the meditation that helped me to shift my frustration into action. It’s my gift to you.

Now close your eyes and take a deep breath.
Join me in my encourage-ing mediation.

Audio meditation
navel chakra meditation

Script: Download the script here.

(By the way you just listened to my encourage-ing coming-out of my language barrier.)

The navel chakra:

(Just in case you need to know)
Location: Your second chakra is located three finger-widths
below your belly button.
Color: Orange
Qualities: Power, courage, movement.
Physical and mental strength, optimism, joy of living, inspiration, creative power, integrations of information, centering, inner tranquility, regeneration, power to show up, social competence. Here you connect to flow within the energetic ethers of the world.

If you enjoyed this encourage-ing meditation please leave your comment below and share what bravery you just put into action or soon will.

• What is the first small step you will take?
• In what way will you transform refusal into action?
• What joyful and powerful new reality will you create with your next steps?

Support for your soulful ambition is on its way!

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“CAN YOU TEACH INTUITION?”

asked my friend Pema Teeter.

“Can you teach what is natural?” I wonder in reply.

Let’s presume intuition occurs naturally.
We muddle and jeopardize our natural intuition with endless “how to’s” and lists of ways to feel the ways we miss feeling, or know what we don’t dare to understand.
Instead of creating another glittering “How To” or “100,000 Ways to …” by promising Credos, let’s go back to the essence. Let’s bravely jump right in the middle of the flow.

The essence of intuition
is nature

The 5 Element teachings of Chinese medicine teach us that the CHI flow (flow of life, the natural way) will come back naturally by strengthening the element of the mother. The fire nurtures the earth, the earth nurtures metal, the metal nurtures water, the water nurtures wood, the wood nurtures fire. These are the official rules of creating life. But when the circle is disturbed, a cycle of de-naturalization begins and lays the ground for destruction. According to Chinese wisdom, the mother element is the cure for this disruption.

In a similar way, natural cycles of intuition need to be fed and nurtured.

Intuition is often misunderstood as a safety net protecting us from life’s troubles or a follower of the easiest, safest path. No: she is the contrarian. She is the troublemaker.

Intuition lives in the core of change. She is a sea without boundaries, unlimited communication of the creation. She is evolution. She will lead you to power. She is a navigator to the place where your soul wants to meet you.

Courage is the mother
of intuition.
“To know” is the cure.

When returning to the center of ourselves, we know intuition has never left us. The bliss of the moment of recognition will remind us to enter life fully and to dare bravely. We will win and we will lose. We will live in challenging earthly clothes and die in heavenly bliss. The heavens are open when intuition is our passport.

Intuition is remembering.
She knows when to stick it out and when to quit.
She confidently trusts you no matter what.
She knows procrastination is friction against real evolution.
She knows the way through when everything is against it.
She knows.

Intuition knows when to wait and when to push.
She knows when you push without discernment you create deficiency
rather than abundance.
She receives instead of dominates.
She has a hot liaison with miracles.

Intuition perceives truth directly.
She does not believe in needing reasons to justify.
She is independent.
She has immediate comprehension.
She wins competitions of keen and quick insight.
She has quality and values.
She is untangled.
She knows learning is understanding, and knowing is fuel.

Intuition stops the train.

She is a wake up call.
She is pleasure and revolution.
She creates what comes naturally.
She waits.
She refuses to be controlled and loves knocking you out.
She is a master of beauty and seduction.
She likes to live everywhere.

“Can you teach intuition?”
asked my friend Pema Teeter.
I do not think so.

I think we already have a perfect internal guidance system: speak your truth and time will expand. How much is possible if we expand the moment? Nature knows best. Just one moment of shifting is enough to come back to the pool of intuition and miracles.

There is no such thing as a work-free transformation. We must burn to the ground one way or another, and then sit right in the ashes of who we once thought we were and go on from there. We need to act and live and take the risk – and also to fail our intuition. (The only way to learn is to gain confidence that we can always return to intuition when we do fail her.)

Customize your our own credo. Write your own life handbook. Or fake it till you make it!

And for the praise of intuition, Tastasta.

Danielle LaPortes credo for making it happen


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YOU NEED A VISION?

I want to be at your service!

It’s celebration day. Today, the FUTURE BOOK went online. With emphasis, my friends kept asking to offer this to a greater community. {Thank you to all my friends for loving what I do.}

: The offer

From now on, I offer my visionary abilities to you and your business. The FUTURE BOOK, born a while ago, started with a small group of people. I helped them see the bigger vision of themselves and unwrap their life’s mission. Today, those people have successfully added an unique ingredient to their business or even started a new one that was invisible to them before we worked together.

: You are a natural leader

You know there is something big waiting for you. But you cannot grasp it or name it. Now is the time to kindle our missions’ glowing sparks and with its fire ignite the answer to the big “WHY we are here on earth” question, turning it into a blazing North star. A guiding light that you are ready and dedicated to follow. All you need is a plan to put your mission into action.

I can help you read your soul vision and find the mission strategy of how to express it. Sometimes it is only one missing fragment to understand the whole.

: YOUR FUTURE BOOK
: 
IGNITED SOUL MISSION

The FUTURE BOOK is already writing new stories for my clients:

Crosis is a healer. She added her artistic nature creations to her healing passion: Crosis Lebensblume
Her unicorns, cornucopias and crowns spark magic and joy. She is happier and her creativity was the secret ingredient that was needed to make her business complete.

Sun Ya has built her empire based on a vision I had read for her in collaboration with Agni. Today her essences are hyper successful and she has created an organic beauty line: Akasha Chakra Essences

Nohila was looking for what to do. I said your destiny is to build a network for women. This was a fire starter and I am proud to show you what has grown out of this light’s seed (for the time being it remains a German project).
Soulbusiness

: I believe

We are about to create a revolution.
All you need is your willingness to say YES.
Jump into the frame of your greatness.
The time is now, to live fully.
Transform your mission into action and ultimately
into your very own success story.

It will be the courageous, independent entrepreneurs who will embody the change. The cracks are open to receive the vision.
The mystic visionaries are back on earth. We have de-dusted our monastery withdrawal; we are back to serve the change with our abilities. We update lost spiritual abilities for a contemporary version. More fancy and hype.

I am ready to vision for you. Together we can open new dimensions.

: Any questions?

Enter the conversation.
Email me: moc.liamgnull@liargelamefeht

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A FUNKY STYLE-STATEMENT:

flirting with Christ in 2012. A soul photo shooting sloughs too tight skins.

It was time for a fresh dash for thefemalgrail.com. The images of my self portraits by my iphone smacked of an old patina. Lately this provisional arrangement had lasted longer than initially expected. The cover of, Jesus The forgotten Years, was born within this session when I was running against my own walls while reading the 3rd volume in the Akasha (Still without title. It links to our now time, I may reveal). My announcement: Sepia tones and 2000 years old dust off.

Erin had contacted me by Facebook (a laudation on social media!!!): “I love the femalgrail.com.” I was instantly captured by her art, when I clicked her site: “ Would you also photograph a shy diva goddess?” I mailed her. Notice the people who approach you, my spirits had told me kindly. thefemalegrail.com magnet works and my gratitude too.

“I see you”:

the infectious mantra is whispered by whole word since “Avatar” had opened a trunk of secrets of long missed recognition.

The moment Erin held her lens and her loving view on me I was recognized. Every click of the camera carried me deeper into of trance of diving into long hidden layers. I peeled and the camera melted.

Soul photography is a future business idea. Re-invent your business. Add your soul spark to the recipe. Create chances.

For me it was more of a soul retreat. The camera lost her terrifying fear to capture my soul. A new light was put upon me and made my soul shine.

When I first viewed the photography 2 days later I felt liberated from a long search. My memoirs walking with Jesus had projected a quarry into my life. Since then my search for the Holy Grail was for and of Christ’s love. A contemporary one, spiced with a wild love. It was my dream to find a new imagery for my flirt with the Cosmic Christ.

A soul photographer will make your souls shine. In her/ his reflection you can recognize your soul and light. A new business tool for spiritual junkies and enlightened business visionaries is out. Devotion and Ur-trust.

A new light is on me. I shine. Courageous.
I am flirting with Christ. I do it my way.

My style statement is born: A momentum statement of wildness and funky invitation.
I know.


When light shines, attraction comes naturally.
One photo hit 162 likes within 1 day on FB, the other one 78. Within me still blossoms a sense of beauty: how great collaboration is when love for each other marks the brand. Erin and I are richer now, from our playful experience of work.

Meet Erin Allen on

Facebook
on her web site

You can see part of the album on Facebook


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4 SECRETOS: RADIANCE, GIFTEDNESS, HALOS, NOW.

You think you are complicated person? Soft correction of thoughts:
You are world-changing soul! The future belongs to us! Unpack your gifts. Be eccentric. Shine your light.

For witches, princesses, fairies, mothers of culture and wonderful children, creative fire priestesses, artists, girl warriors, marvels, igniters, women on fire, crones, goddesses and angels (feel encouraged to add your fantasy, and dare to live it):

You are one of a kind!

: remember

Change is always ignited by troublemakers and trailblazers who questioned the status quo. From inside to outside, I dare. I want to encourage you to do the same. Only the uncomfortable can provoke the sleeping dragon in 2012 and light the Olympic fire for our future.

My personal inner soul healer Dr Clarissa Pinkola-Estes reveals:

3 Secretos and says:
“Nobody will tell you this until we find them out ourselves.”

: 1st Secreto
You will never lead an ordinary life.

: 2nd Secreto
You were made one of a kind and you were meant to be precisely so, your eccentricities, your strangeness and your audacities, because eccentricity is the first sign of giftedness.

: 3rd Secreto
If you seek normality please get over it, because normality is the enemy of giftedness.

You are a leader in your field. Create a universe. Teach from the center of your soulfulness.


: my 4th Secreto for you
I dare to reveal you the last of the Secretos.

Our time has come. The veils in-between the worlds get thinner. Now, the Zeitgeist and the energies work for us and not against us. The in-streaming light of the Divine Mother (the mother of all, the Goddess) is opening new dimensions and creative spaces to enter. A new world is just about to evolve in front of our eyes. The veils melt into transparency and light becomes more and more visible.

Your crown is out.
Polish your light.
Keep shining.

And thanks for being here on Earth with me in these great times.



ADMIRATION. CASCADING
VISIONS.

INFINITE POSSIBILITIES FOR MIRACLES.

Why I think Pinterest will shift our global look and feel.

You always loved cutting out pictures from magazines and make them your own.
You are crazy about scrapbooking.
You love coffee-table books and pictorials.
You love magazines for their world of images.

I do.

I am obsessed with cutting out great pictures from magazines that feed my inner emotional visions. I keep them in a box and go through them regularly. Some of these cuttings stay for years. They become loving visual reminders. Others serve the short-lived purpose to light up an inspirational resource.

The power of imagination is for soul visions what words are for creation. In the night we dream up movies and slide shows, we do not read books. For inhabitants of a glorious visual universe: Our world is about to take a glamorous shift.

Consciousness shift at high speed continues. I say, move on Twitter & Facebook. Make room for Pinterest, the playground for contemporary visionaries.

I vision beyond all possibilities of wildest viral growth in the social web scene. Fashion, design and product labels exude the scent of countless possibilities for marketing destinations. We are about to witness the next generation of social media. We should all grab the opportunity to feed the global vision board with our visual interpretation of this world. Why? Because we can create change on this globe that reaches deep into our collective energy field. Our visions become part of the global resource for information flow. The social platform to create tendencies is born.

Your personal vision becomes global.
And provides you with the opportunity to become an infinite trend maker for change. The market will soon listen to what we visualize (or not).

Let us meet on .

Make it easy & fun. Play with and recycle pictures. Find them, pin them. What starts small will soon grow into a unified visualisation of what should become of us, the Earth, our consciousness.

Here is my new palace on the web:
http://pinterest.com/durgaholzhauser/
When you visit, say a word or two. Pinning and re-pinning is the new form of communication. My vision travels, is added to yours and together it becomes a more rounded, more dazzling picture. My core twirls dancing like a dervish.

Give your inspirations a new palace.

Start here.
Dance with me.
Discover and marvel.

Set frames for your project and dreams.

Build your vision board by creating a series of mood boards.

Be free!
There are no limits or judgment of good or bad taste.
Just you, your playfulness, your fun.

Show who you are.
Share what you love.
Spread what inspires you.
Celebrate what attracts you.
Design your spaces.
Believe in miracles.
Send good vibes.
Admire.

Let’s do this together.

Resources:
Practical guide
Facebook page

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SHAKTI STATEMENT OF “ENOUGH”

A manifesto of quitting for
a new beginning.

Following up things I have given to the bankrupt estate of my past lives:

: I have been in the arena of fights with the toughest shadows. Uhhhh. I cannot deny I was frightened to death. I was willed to re-conquer my power, free to fight till the end.

: I have forgiven. Shameless. Like the sea that embraces all. Have set my prisoners free and felt love for their pain. I have forgiven my Self.

: I have fallen apart thousand times. I know I can get back on stage.

: I have embraced my mother, healing in her arms.

: I have embraced my father, feeling secure, beyond wanting.

: I have listened to much good advice.

: I was touched by many wonderful divine healers.

: I have cried with my stone child.

: I was obsessed with being frozen, and frozen in my endless traumas.

: I have created thunders of anger.

Now it’s enough. Sold out.
Remembering:
Shakti is powerful in her vulnerability. Strength.

The goddess of pain is the doorkeeper of our wholeness. She blows directly into our velvet belly and disturbs our dreamless soul. We take each other home.

:I am soft & :I am really tough
:I am highly vulnerable (ouch) & :I am invincible
:I am fluffy & :I am repellent

I am alive. I live. I am in love with live’s stories.
Here starts the manifesto of life.


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HOW DO YOU WANT IT ALL TO FEEL?

fired up & inspired by Danielle LaPorte

I want my day to feel like just shaken bottle of rose Champagne inside sparkling love bubbles.

I want kissing to feel like St. Emilion red wine melting on my lips.

I want my next success to feel like Ghandi when he won his nonviolent revolution.

I want my body to feel like immanent power flow in the yoga warrior positions.

I want smiling to feel like exhaling rose scent.

I want my friendships to feel like dusting flower pollen tickling in the nose, honey, sacred heart in flames, a summer night fiesta in south france.
I want my nervous system to feel like warm golden sacred oil flooding my skin.

I want my gigs to feel like dancing in the center of a vortex, the eye of a tiger, shaking hands with everyone, with the mesmerizing love of Jesus.
I want my neighborhood to feel like a juicy ashram life.

I want my integrity to feel like grace.

I want my money-making to feel like a river that finds his sea.
I want my word to feel like a sword forged of love.

I want my laughter to feel like a belly tickled by sunshine.

I want the end of the day to feel like mother earth when she rests in the arm of the stars.

I want being of service to feel like a cornucopia.
I want my philanthropy to feel like the dancing Durga showering peaceful Shakti.
I want my challenges to feel like my greatest opportunities.
I want my love to feel like a daily honoring each other.
I want my writing to feel like a kiss of the muse, forgetting my self, surfing on stardust.
I want my ideas to feel like being irresistible.

Danielle LaPorte’s firestarter sessions was my initial start for thefemalegrail.com
“I just think it’s fucking hot.” …
I did not need more to kindle the sacred fire.

Her Q’s are shaping the diamond and brings the YES I WANT & YES I KNOW HOW to the surface.
The burning Q’s are essential. I did them. I recommend them to all my friends & clients.


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REINVENTING THE HEROINE INSIDE/Part 2: THE MYSTIC

“A CULTURE OF FANCY SELF LOVE” continues

One Self of me is a mystic. I would say a very powerful quality of mine is being a mystic. But she is stigmatized. I hid her in shame for years, nevertheless meeting her secretly in dark corners, proud of her burning truth of never leaving herself and being true to herself without any sign of shame. Always wanting to know more about the adventures she experienced on her own.

mystic (ˈmɪstɪk) — n
a person who achieves mystical experience or an apprehension of divine mysteries

HEALING INTO ONE ANOTHER

I have hidden my mystic for years. She was eccentric and not suitable for a flock that wanted to create rules and fit-in’s for mediocrity. I was ashamed for her because she is different.

By learning to live in a harmonious environment with my soul I have re-socialized my mystic soul. Now she lives in a flock with my cosmic nomad, my 21st century goddess, my eccentric super player networker charmer, my really shy looser, my laughter and my multicultural artist soul. (more…)



UNMASK YOUR DISGUISED NEGATIVITY.

Blast your future free.
(whenever something does not run the way it really should)

I was recently in Carmel, California with three other heroines. Together with Linda Sivertsen we dreamed into existence our winning book deals. They were four effervescent retreat days with embodied muses, wonderful stories and my “book shaman” Linda.

Of course I dream of Jesus the Book and the rest of the series landing a great book deal and becoming a bestseller. Every author does, just as a mother always thinks her child is the most beautiful and talented. I do.

The morning we left I woke up and before SHE could steal away unseen in the invisible world again, I sneaked a peak of her vanishing out of twilight. The shadow of her flowing robes had my immediate attention and I followed her traces deep into my inner worlds.

Voices from the secret chamber started to kindle.

“Nobody wants to read this book; no soul is interested in the real story of Jesus.
In fact, Jesus is not fancy enough for this world.
You will never find a big audience who loves what you burn to love.
Your heart-piece will never be as juicy and cool in the eyes of today’s world as it is for you.
You were always persecuted for your beliefs. What could possibly make today any different?”

I had secretly followed the “Goddess of Negativity” into her empire.
She is a goddess of illusion, seducing us to complain about our life circumstances. (more…)