fiercely feminine | The Female Grail with Durga Holzhauser - Part 4
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4 SECRETOS: RADIANCE, GIFTEDNESS, HALOS, NOW.

You think you are complicated person? Soft correction of thoughts:
You are world-changing soul! The future belongs to us! Unpack your gifts. Be eccentric. Shine your light.

For witches, princesses, fairies, mothers of culture and wonderful children, creative fire priestesses, artists, girl warriors, marvels, igniters, women on fire, crones, goddesses and angels (feel encouraged to add your fantasy, and dare to live it):

You are one of a kind!

: remember

Change is always ignited by troublemakers and trailblazers who questioned the status quo. From inside to outside, I dare. I want to encourage you to do the same. Only the uncomfortable can provoke the sleeping dragon in 2012 and light the Olympic fire for our future.

My personal inner soul healer Dr Clarissa Pinkola-Estes reveals:

3 Secretos and says:
“Nobody will tell you this until we find them out ourselves.”

: 1st Secreto
You will never lead an ordinary life.

: 2nd Secreto
You were made one of a kind and you were meant to be precisely so, your eccentricities, your strangeness and your audacities, because eccentricity is the first sign of giftedness.

: 3rd Secreto
If you seek normality please get over it, because normality is the enemy of giftedness.

You are a leader in your field. Create a universe. Teach from the center of your soulfulness.


: my 4th Secreto for you
I dare to reveal you the last of the Secretos.

Our time has come. The veils in-between the worlds get thinner. Now, the Zeitgeist and the energies work for us and not against us. The in-streaming light of the Divine Mother (the mother of all, the Goddess) is opening new dimensions and creative spaces to enter. A new world is just about to evolve in front of our eyes. The veils melt into transparency and light becomes more and more visible.

Your crown is out.
Polish your light.
Keep shining.

And thanks for being here on Earth with me in these great times.



SHAKTI STATEMENT OF “ENOUGH”

A manifesto of quitting for
a new beginning.

Following up things I have given to the bankrupt estate of my past lives:

: I have been in the arena of fights with the toughest shadows. Uhhhh. I cannot deny I was frightened to death. I was willed to re-conquer my power, free to fight till the end.

: I have forgiven. Shameless. Like the sea that embraces all. Have set my prisoners free and felt love for their pain. I have forgiven my Self.

: I have fallen apart thousand times. I know I can get back on stage.

: I have embraced my mother, healing in her arms.

: I have embraced my father, feeling secure, beyond wanting.

: I have listened to much good advice.

: I was touched by many wonderful divine healers.

: I have cried with my stone child.

: I was obsessed with being frozen, and frozen in my endless traumas.

: I have created thunders of anger.

Now it’s enough. Sold out.
Remembering:
Shakti is powerful in her vulnerability. Strength.

The goddess of pain is the doorkeeper of our wholeness. She blows directly into our velvet belly and disturbs our dreamless soul. We take each other home.

:I am soft & :I am really tough
:I am highly vulnerable (ouch) & :I am invincible
:I am fluffy & :I am repellent

I am alive. I live. I am in love with live’s stories.
Here starts the manifesto of life.


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THE MISSING PIECE:

FOR THE SAKE OF
FEMININE LEADERSHIP

I am passionately visioning these days. I flirt with ideas from the streaming golden light of a new world. The spark from heaven in my core was caressed by a rough blowing wind and is inflamed. I have fired up evocations and pray. I conjure God, the creator, within me to guide me, in eternity.

I miss the feminine leadership values. I remember inklings and something deep unknown and long forgotten. Nothing fits any more. My wayfinder (I sing aboriginal songs—loud—inside while I walk) is linked to the world of souls.

Facing the lion, being the lion.
The world situation room.

We have created a society of unbalanced bigness of masculine power and feminine smallness. The masculine overdoses are “breaking apart” (for me a masculine semeiotic). The sacred feminine, on the contrary, knows about the wounded rhythm of sparking, distinguishing and relighting of ideas, projects, businesses, dogmas. She witnesses with a broken heart. The feminine is awakening, rubbing eyes from a thousand years in sleeping beauty. She just slept, she was never gone. (more…)



REINVENTING THE HEROINE INSIDE/Part 2: THE MYSTIC

“A CULTURE OF FANCY SELF LOVE” continues

One Self of me is a mystic. I would say a very powerful quality of mine is being a mystic. But she is stigmatized. I hid her in shame for years, nevertheless meeting her secretly in dark corners, proud of her burning truth of never leaving herself and being true to herself without any sign of shame. Always wanting to know more about the adventures she experienced on her own.

mystic (ˈmɪstɪk) — n
a person who achieves mystical experience or an apprehension of divine mysteries

HEALING INTO ONE ANOTHER

I have hidden my mystic for years. She was eccentric and not suitable for a flock that wanted to create rules and fit-in’s for mediocrity. I was ashamed for her because she is different.

By learning to live in a harmonious environment with my soul I have re-socialized my mystic soul. Now she lives in a flock with my cosmic nomad, my 21st century goddess, my eccentric super player networker charmer, my really shy looser, my laughter and my multicultural artist soul. (more…)



PURPOSE. WINTER SOLSTICE. AND A NEW MARKETING STRATEGY: RECEIVING.

Surrender. Die. And embrace the unknown.

Universe/God has left me with big question mark on my forehead. For two weeks now I’ve had more questions than answers. Usually my insistent WHYs to Universe/God provoke a chain of illuminating events and insights that grant me an understanding of wholeness and shifting answers.

A missing Business plan for the feminine.

This time it is different. Let me tell you the background story. On the 6th of December we started our book launch for Jesus the Forgotten Years, the sequel to JESUS the BOOK. We were a team of 4 women rocking WordPress backstage: virtual assistants running on high octane, others studying the latest internet launch strategy games on the market, and me running design strategy. (You must know I used to be an art director in my past life.) We were a fast-paced train of action.

: Everything in your life is something that you want!
Now a word about timing: our book launch wanted to take place during a time when energies are climbing up to winter solstice; when the longest night opens deep initiations for our souls’ lives. Something inside me knew that this book wanted to be born in the dark, like a shining star arises from the sacredness of black holes. You can see how that might change the game…

In the middle of gearing up for a busy deadline, all indicators were a go for getting it done with fire. Suddenly, even with our devotion level increasing and high speed momentum building for even more manifestation in short time, my voice (I call him God/in Me) interrupted and clearly said:

Stop the train!
Get out and listen to the grass grow and swallow light blue air of the sky’s endless expansion.
Nothing will happen if the train does not arrive on time at its destination.
Receive instead of doing.
Truthful presence will open greater miracles
and expand time.

Honestly! No Google research will help you with this inquiry.

Receive.

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DECEMBER 12TH


we love to announce:
“Jesus The forgotten Years”,

the long-awaited sequel to

“Jesus The Book” is online.


Jesus The Book

Download the forgotten love story, either on:


Here is our prayer:

Wherever you arrive shower blessings.
Travel far, the more you will be home.
Reach out.
Walk and pray.
Carry your love to the streets.

A preface, a love story, and a promise.

A preface is usually married to a book. But this one is different. This preface is wild like me and decided to fly free and unbound.

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UNMASK YOUR DISGUISED NEGATIVITY.

Blast your future free.
(whenever something does not run the way it really should)

I was recently in Carmel, California with three other heroines. Together with Linda Sivertsen we dreamed into existence our winning book deals. They were four effervescent retreat days with embodied muses, wonderful stories and my “book shaman” Linda.

Of course I dream of Jesus the Book and the rest of the series landing a great book deal and becoming a bestseller. Every author does, just as a mother always thinks her child is the most beautiful and talented. I do.

The morning we left I woke up and before SHE could steal away unseen in the invisible world again, I sneaked a peak of her vanishing out of twilight. The shadow of her flowing robes had my immediate attention and I followed her traces deep into my inner worlds.

Voices from the secret chamber started to kindle.

“Nobody wants to read this book; no soul is interested in the real story of Jesus.
In fact, Jesus is not fancy enough for this world.
You will never find a big audience who loves what you burn to love.
Your heart-piece will never be as juicy and cool in the eyes of today’s world as it is for you.
You were always persecuted for your beliefs. What could possibly make today any different?”

I had secretly followed the “Goddess of Negativity” into her empire.
She is a goddess of illusion, seducing us to complain about our life circumstances. (more…)



THE FABRIC OF FEMININE SUCCESS

If you could untie your wings 

and free soul of jealousy

you and everyone around
you 
would fly up like Doves .~Rumi

In the past, old patterns of women’s absence and exclusion from power created a system of insufficiency. But there is a world beyond obsessions of competition, separation and inequality.
So why not create the antidote now! Success is a fire we burn for. Let’s start with a change of perspective.

First, kick the “not enough” mantra to the curb. It’s poison!

Success is a path of enlightenment.
It is the final fulfillment of the dream
we were born with.
Dream with me;
let’s comfort our souls together.

I believe in powerful tribal visions dreaming of change.
Our collective dreams are old and sacred, and it’s time they be revived.
We are due the long-missing female element of fulfillment that fully completes the pattern of enlightened success.
And dreaming of success together can spread the light of change all through our society much more effectively than any one could individually.

My healing vision

Universe is abundance. We each carry a pattern inside of what we want to fulfill. Each of us is born with a star inside that knows its own time to rise and shine, and is woven into a whole universe of dreams. Each star is unique: no design-pattern is like another. We sometimes more easily recognize the star inside others around us. But among our respective stars, there’s never an element of competition or overreaching, just witnessing and sustaining.

Today many women are born with a collective dream. We want to play big and be an active part in the change. For example, today more than ever we have female presidents all over the world. Women’s stars are rising and shining!

The fabric of feminine success is in our roots. Knowing that each one has her time to come, we come back into the knowing our right time to rise.

Now remember the fabric of creation!

We know when the star of our sister is about to rise; it’s a sacred birth. Instead of the subtle patterns of envy or competition, we remember:

We never did it alone. We will never rise at the same time, because the fabric of creation is wise: it provides the support of sisters when one star rises, carrying the burden when one sister is in holy times of transit, providing support when the climax fire of success burns bright.

Success
is not rented. It is an eternal pattern of climax and withdraw, of birth and death. It’s nature in her sacred rhythm. It’s a natural flow. Remember, we all live in a network of our visions, our actions, our loves. It is a collage of impressions, feelings, memories, all small pieces of life. And deep within us lives a pattern of universal abundance. Supporting one another while following our own individual paths is illuminating and will open a space for all of us having big and small explosions of success, celebration and fulfillment.

We know we will not shine at the same time, but always shine together.

While writing this in a hotel in Carmel awaiting my book winning proposal with Linda Siversten, this song suddenly filled the lobby where I am writing.
And the magic is connected!



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REINVENTING THE HEROINE INSIDE:

“A culture of fancy self love”

I call myself a cosmic nomad. After all those years of stripping off too-tight skins quilted out of the conventions, conditionings, and opinions of others, I feel really good in my own skin, woven of my own stories.

Cosmic nomad (ˈkɒzmɪkˈnəʊmæd)
1. a member of a universal people or tribe who walks equally in heaven and on earth from place to place to find freedom and fulfillment
2. a person who is continually a sender for the universe and loves to discover the world; madly in love with non-conformity and universal law
source: www.thedivinedictionary.com

A cosmic nomad.
The story of finding one’s own terms.

It all started when I was a graphic design student. My final and most ambitious university exams required that I be ultimately creative. Or better said, I wanted to be. High-pressure polishes diamonds. During these times, I discovered that when my inspiration flow dammed up, I could find immediate relief literally on the move. I just had to jump on the next tramway and my ideas would bubble again.
Later in my one and only employment I tried to convince my boss that inspiration comes to me much faster when I can move. When he refused to give my inner wolf space, my cosmic nomad made the final, life-altering decision: to be truly inspired, I needed to be unbound.

Cosmic Nomads are free.
No borders, just horizons.

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“IS GOD A WOMAN?,” I WAS ASKED. HERE IS MY ANSWER:

Short memo

Subject: Creator and creation are one

We have all one source. Call it God, call it whatever you like, because the result is the same. What’s essential to remember is that we have one common father, one origin, one Oneness. So whatever we think about others or feel about them, we think and feel about our Selves.

God is the creator. Everything God has ever created is the Creation. Creation is God Mother. In her, God reflects his dreams, his thoughts. So whatever you dream of God dreams with you, whatever you experience enriches the whole All. God is the breath of the Universe.

The Creation has many names: some call her Great Mother, some Divine Mother, some Goddess or Universe. We are all expressions of the Creation. We are the most powerful outcome of divine creativity.

Our drama is created by thinking that we are separate from God. All this is the illusion of being decoupled. All discords in creation are unplugged from the source of power.

Creation in its purity is eternal evolution without any judgment. It’s all about experience and love; it’s a divine adventure of learning and joy.

The Creator and Creation are deeply in love with each other and are melted in a divine orgasm. God reflects himself in Creation, his wife, and Creation experiences herself in God. God is Father. God is Mother.

As heirs of that sacred bloodline we all have genes of God inside. It’s our core, the powerful source of fire. And we are also Creation, the power creating creativity.

We may have forgotten all this. The good news is we can also change it!!! We are also Creation, and there are for no victims of life, but instead emperors and empresses.  Each of us is a glittering fascinating whole Universe. 

Time to remember…


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